Rock SONG has diff. type.

Malay Rock _ worst rock ever, by screaming.
Chinese Rock _ better than Malay Rock, by reading.
Japanese Rock _ better than Chinese Rock, by singing, but feel cold.
English Rock _ Best Rock among these 4 Rocks, by singing, screaming, and reading, and feel HOT.

" Get it right in the first time "
" Colour is magic "
" You happy about your life and you're stress-free "
" Time management is very important "
" You muz become a Crazy if you wanna say you're an artist "
" Be extra-ordinary to Stand out "
" We always have a choice, since we live in choosing life "

What i learnt so far.

.5 Realistic Nightmare.

为何你要娶她？
为何你要嫁他？
为何你要生我下来？
为何你要生他下来？
为何你要生她下来？
时间回不去了。
你崩溃。你腐烂。
我神经。他没脑。她也没脑。
我感觉不到你们。你们感觉不到我。
我的想法。你的想法。
成了两极化的超现象。
你叫我省。你叫我好。
我看你花。我看你坏。
我跟你说。你听风说。
你跟我说。我听你喊。
你吵我说。我任你打。
我吵你说。你鸟样的。
我说得没有绝对。
他说的就是绝对。
你说的也是绝对。
请你敲一敲脑袋。
世上哪来的绝对？
我说你妈的。你赶我出门。
我说你去死。也被赶出门。
我做错什么。都被赶出门。
他们做错了。有免死金牌。
我只想对你们说：
我很累。我很难跟你们沟通。
我要东西。你说没用。
他要东西。你说OK。
她要东西。你说去吧。
这就是家庭吗？Is this a family?
这是恶梦。凶神恶煞。This is Nightmare. In Hell.

.4 Dreams and Hopes

recently was quite busy. and free too.
busying completing my assignment.
free-ing to get some rest and entertainment.

few days ago i juz download a movie.
it's called " Sydney White ( and the 7 dorks ) " .
this movie is quite nice. talks about a boy-ish gurlz went for her freshman college life.
and try to live like her mother does. and something happen and she staying with 7 dorks
that being ignored by school mates. finally she stand up for the dorks and change everything in the end. well. she also become a gurlfrenz of a boy called. Tyler Prince.
this movie can be said. based on " Snow White and the 7 Dwarves " .

after watching this movie. get a strange feel about it.
it's like my dream. try to get familiar with guyz and gurlz.
and not juz hanging with own gang people. sighs.
all i can is. dream and hope that someone out there can guide me.
like Sydney White.

and. finally. i juz wanna say.
Amanda Bynes...YOU'RE MY GODDESS.

F U C K
Y O U
B E N
C H AN ! ! !

ass. i trying to do your assignment perfectly and it cost me alot.
24 hours taken. one nice day juz gone like that.
juz to finish one small part. i mean.
P E R F E C T L Y finish one part.

ok. now you really pissed me off asshole.
alright. i didn't do my job well but. you either.
didn't think and say properly when you're trying to blame me.
you lame brainless fucktard. ok. this issue.
is blaming all sides. not juz one. i know that.
but you are so ridiculous. you lose your games or what?
what the fuck? am i here to get blamed by you?
alright. you say that i'm clever. good. because obviously.
i clever than you a thousands time. you know why?
" you so clever. independent and earn your fees by yourself!"
alright. now i make clear of this. clever people. dun risk.
they know how to charge and how to defend. ok? retard!
and now. dun you ever. told me to bow my head on you.
never ever! ! ! because i did not wrong about that.
and you're the one who made a ridiculous statement on me.
so dun you ever ASKED ME TO GET PISSED BY YOU SILENTLY AND ACT NOTHING EVEN IF I'M RIGHT!!!!!!

F U C K
Y O U ! ! ! ! ! ! !

long long long loooooooooooooooong time i didn't post here.
sighs. juz dunno what to say =.= .

2 weeks gone and i still haven't have a single conversation with the jiejie in my class.
screw me for that. and i gonna shift out soon. cause the expenses of going schools and back from schools are S O expensive. i mean, REAL expensive. you see edi i also bet you sure beh tahan.
per day expenses in transport = $10.
per week = $50
...so, its left to your maths to count how much for a month and a year.
screw me again for that. =(

oh yea, amanda bynes are so cool, rocking, cute, sexy, 21 going 22 jiejie.
i luv amanda bynes. juz wish that she was my sister. =.=
but...it seems like she gone fat recently. did anyone notice?? =.=

"I'm a dork."
_by Sydney White starring by Amanda Bynes. In Sydney White.

my dad is so so so <> so sohai.


juz finish my assignment. i post here, and comment please. =)

top is nelly furtado. done without lecturer's help.
and it was my 2nd assignment.
then bottom. is unknown people. which was given during my first class of sketching in DASEIN.
i did it twice. one is when the class juz start. lecturer ask us to draw. maybe use to test our ability. and then this one is 2nd time i did. after lecturer show the formula to draw. now is more accurate with the scales. but. juz front view only =.= .

"next time dun call me teacher, like kindergarden, call me sir."

_by Soon Lee, sketching class lecturer of Hero†.

well. today is my first day of school.
quite nice de college. DASEIN Art of Academy.
once i go in the classroom then was given a briefing of
rules and regulations and other stuff from handbook.
then actually i was sitting alone in class. cause.
i wan sit in front. and below air cond. =.=
then got 2 boyz come to sit with me. quite nice de people.
but still have to interact with them to see what they
really are. =.= scare kena fooled.

our first class is sketching. from 10 to 2.
and break for 30 minutes in between.
there got a quite ok de cafe. Huungry Cafe.
the decoration of the cafe also quite. not bad.
especially the front door =.= . very nice. i like it.
hahahahahahaha. too bad i no camera phone.
can't take the picture. oh ya. my class.
only have one gurlz. look not bad one =.= .
and. my class all are elders. i'm youngest. sad
(thought i'm adult. but in class have more people more adult than me=.= )

oh ya. one more thing.
morning station is totally a disaster.
if any gurlz here considering of getting slim.
please take 7 to 8 de train. i can guarantee your fat will be forced squeeze out of your body.
now tired. tomorrow have time muz do sketching =.= .

"wow, you're 21? no kidding?"
_by Hero†, shocked in classroom VR1 of DASEIN.

i miss this game. Rival Schools. this game is my childhood memories.
i still remember that time i'm crazy about PlayStation games.
this is one of them. suddenly i recall them in my brain. although.
this game dun have modern technology creation. but. to me.
it was the best fighting game that consist of many features.
friendly attack. super combo. diary mode. mini games.
this game is MORE than any other fighting games. i luv this game.
i wanna play it now. but. sighs. i guess my parents throw or sell the playstation X.

after recalling these stuff. i feel that. i dun wanna grow up so fast.
i wanna travel time. back to my childhood era. i wanna play.
i wanna live stress-less. i wanna live easier. i wanna luv and appreciate what i have back there.
god please...please let me back to the memories. i wanna load and start again.
i wanna change the past. i wanna replay the past. please...i beg you.
now i truly understand. why people sighs for missing younger times.

"Please, God. I beg you, give me back my time loss. please...."
_by Hero†, who wants to back to memories.

my first sketching =.= michael scofield...if someone.

feel vomit after seeing this artwork...no worry.

see top. the real michael scofield.

sorry if i make anyone vomitt!!!!!!!