loneliness. =(

I really can't live without family.

i feel so lonely and depressed when they're not around.

the house was so quiet.

the atmosphere was dimmed.

sighs, still have to be alone for few more days.

feel like dying.

some more i've pressure from my assignments.

fucking depressed.

deadline is coming.

assignment still haven't finish.

either one will fail no matter how.

sighs. sad. sad. sad.

depressed.

LONELY + PRESSURE!!!!

WHO CAN HELP ME!!!!!!!

I miss FRIENDS.
i mean.. the show XD hahahaha.

This morning 4am. My parents has gone to the airport to catch a flight.
to Macau ( i think ) for vacation.

so.. to me its quite normal for them to travel.
but.. i feel really strange right now.
because.
there's no other else except me, was in the house.
my bro also went to his coursemate house to stay over night.
my cousin went to cambodia.
and his brother went to work, and most probably won't be coming back before 3am.

the environment was so quiet. dimmed. loneliness.
although it does not look gloomy. but thanks to my negatively mental.
i feel like going to die some how.
listening to Jay's song doesn't really help much to ease the feeling.
accumulate with my assignments pressure.
i feel like going to kill myself.

sighs. i always thought that home alone will be the best for me.
but i guess... i was wrong. maybe i still can't get used to it.
yeah. i'm a very dependent chiaodish boy.
i just can't live alone. sighs.
what a loser... =(

i was hoping that.. next time, wherever i go.
i hope my family will always be with me.
especially those i cared most.

i. just dun wanna. be alone. anymore.

Edward Scissorshand

damn these posters. =.=

Deal or No Deal?

JUST HAD THE MOST SOHAI DINNER AT A SOHAI RESTAURANT.
know why?

BECAUSE.
THAT IS A VERY STUPID SUSHI KING RESTAURANT.


people might wonder why.
today is the last day of promotion day.
and promotion always makes people happy.
but i'm certainly not one of the happy one.

why? kenapa?

kerana...

FIRST!!! thats the very first reason of going sushi king during promotional event.
GRABBING PURPLE PLATE!!! (for your info . purple plate in sushi king is the most expensive plate which is $6 rated)
BUT!
there is no purple plate there...
they've got other plates.. BUT
EACH COLOUR ONLY HAVE ONE TYPE OF FOOD SERVED.
I can even count out all the sushi there with just 10 of my fingers!!

SECOND. this blame can be put on the interior designers.
and even the boss of sushi king in The Mines.
THE DAMN DINING PLACE DESIGN WAS SUCKS!
IT WAS NOT CUSTOMER-FRIENDLY ENOUGH!!!
you know why?
because..
now they have 2 gaiten belt over there.
the first one, main gaiten belt still the same, connected together with the sushi counter.
and running over the counter time to time. guess thats a tradition for sushi restaurant.
BUT. now they have 2nd gaiten belt.
opposite of the main one. also running round and round over the time.
but not around the sushi corner...ONLY THE DINING TABLE!!!
YOU KNOW WHAT DOES IT MEAN?! IF YOU'RE STUPID THEN PLEASE CONTINUE!!!
which means, there's the same ol' sushi going round and round and round the dining area, the sushi there will remain the same serving IF there's no one touching it, or no fresh sushi served from the counter or kitchen.
i think they know the problem...BUT!!!
THEY DIDN'T TAKE A MOTHERFUCK ACTION ABOUT IT Y'KNOW?!
so i've been seeing the same sushis round and round and round over time.
that is a very stupid fucking lame reason why i sat in sushi king to eat.

can you imagine guys???
how's the situation gone worse and worse?
peoples all standing behing the customers that sat around the main gaiten belt there to snatch their food! some more the serving choice is not plenty! all those customers wait there for hours just for the purple plate you know!? tempura!!! eel!!! (fucking eel juz ran out at last day) and many more!!!

shit man, i go midvalley eat better. last time i go there eat purple plate sushi till vomit. gay eh?
at The Mines branch, you can only drink their green tea until vomit.

a very good and meaningful advertisement from Thailand.
good screenplay.
good camera-view.
nice storyline.
nice music.
nice script.
nice acting.
nice commercial =) .
Pantene Chrysalis Ads.

LOL .

juz now i had a very long trip with my friend.
from serdang to KL.
2 sohai lepak at 11pm to KL. =.=

with no cash.
with no trending treads on.
with no intention.
the whole trip. with nothing.

and some more we lose our direction. (thanks to me)
but thank god my friend know how to go Star Hill with my misleading. (LOL thank me again)
and thank god we made it back safe and sound XD.

lol next time yamcha dun go mamak d.
juz lepak and pay petrol =.=

feel like dying.

time juz running.

without stopping.

what am i doing.

i feel no meaning.

what am i waiting.

a time for sleeping.

but what i trying.

is far from my dreaming.

what i doing.

is all about ruining.

hope to stop the timing.

just to stop falling.

hope to reversing.

just to stop hanging.

hope to do something.

just to stop fooling.




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i said : women are stupid.
I said : you are stupid, too. perhaps more stupid.
i said : no. i'm at least better than the women.
I said : no. you're the least better than the women.
i said : women do something stupid.
I said : you do wasting time like a fool.
i said : ...!
I said : ...WAKE UP.

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