everyday i've been thinking.
when. where. what. why. how. which.
when can i really meet a friend.
where can i really meet a friend.
what friend i can meet.
why i can't meet one in life.
how i can meet one in life.
which i can choose one in life.
question, question, question.
questioning everyday.
questioning every week.
questioning every month.
questioning every year.
i hope someday.
these questions, has an answer.
i hope someday.
these answers, concludes everything.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Few things I hate about Reunion Lunch/Dinner/Rice.
.1
100% confirm got quarrel between the family members.
either me with family.
or family with family.
.2
It makes me feel vomit. why?
THE FOOD CHOMPING SOUND.
GGGG---ARRRRGGGHHHHH.
.3
There's no mood of having Reunion meal.
not personal feeling. but environment feeling.
Barely have the sign of celebrating coming Chinese New Year.
maybe celebrating coming Crying n' Yelling.
.4
the soup.
Since I was small and young, and precious and cute *ahem*
Every year my grandma will make a big pot of soup, cabbage soup.
which I love to drink. and eat.
the soup content things that I love to eat ONLY.
no extra annoying "zha" at all.
and this year, the soup is juz normal soup.
YUCK. YUCK. YUCK.
langsung tak dapat feel hari ni macam mana special.
.5
the dishes.
ugh. the dishes of course every year same lar.
but the ingredient is not the same.
sad case lar, I start to miss my grandma's cooking.
her cooking skills rocks. and the ingredient never changed.
especially the chicken. HOLYFUCKED (sorry people, its CNY i know)
damn good.
even if its not good, AT LEAST better than the one I ate juz now.
and... I miss her ginger sauce =(
sudah few years tak dapat makan.
now I use soy sauce instead of ginger sauce to eat the chicken.
sad. sad.sad.
to me.. this so-called-Reunion meal.
is like normal meal. a very very ordinary meal.
it doesn't make me feel so special about it.
I juz feel like a family having dinner together.
not between families you know.
just between members only.
and this kind of dinner or meal.
we can actually have it every weekend.
and. we actually just have it yesterday.
at a restaurant.
there goes another 'tuan yuan fan' a.k.a. Nasi Gabungan a.k.a. Reunion Rice.
this cny target : angpao can get a total amount of "1000 and above"
=) hopefully.
.1
100% confirm got quarrel between the family members.
either me with family.
or family with family.
.2
It makes me feel vomit. why?
THE FOOD CHOMPING SOUND.
GGGG---ARRRRGGGHHHHH.
.3
There's no mood of having Reunion meal.
not personal feeling. but environment feeling.
Barely have the sign of celebrating coming Chinese New Year.
maybe celebrating coming Crying n' Yelling.
.4
the soup.
Since I was small and young, and precious and cute *ahem*
Every year my grandma will make a big pot of soup, cabbage soup.
which I love to drink. and eat.
the soup content things that I love to eat ONLY.
no extra annoying "zha" at all.
and this year, the soup is juz normal soup.
YUCK. YUCK. YUCK.
langsung tak dapat feel hari ni macam mana special.
.5
the dishes.
ugh. the dishes of course every year same lar.
but the ingredient is not the same.
sad case lar, I start to miss my grandma's cooking.
her cooking skills rocks. and the ingredient never changed.
especially the chicken. HOLYFUCKED (sorry people, its CNY i know)
damn good.
even if its not good, AT LEAST better than the one I ate juz now.
and... I miss her ginger sauce =(
sudah few years tak dapat makan.
now I use soy sauce instead of ginger sauce to eat the chicken.
sad. sad.sad.
to me.. this so-called-Reunion meal.
is like normal meal. a very very ordinary meal.
it doesn't make me feel so special about it.
I juz feel like a family having dinner together.
not between families you know.
just between members only.
and this kind of dinner or meal.
we can actually have it every weekend.
and. we actually just have it yesterday.
at a restaurant.
there goes another 'tuan yuan fan' a.k.a. Nasi Gabungan a.k.a. Reunion Rice.
this cny target : angpao can get a total amount of "1000 and above"
=) hopefully.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
The Life at Alpha.
Life at Alpha.
one word.
L E P A K .
MACAM
BABI.
.2
o, that day i went to CC to search some references with my frenz.
and we went to yamcha after that.
and we're watching "Tai Gik Zheung Sam Fung"
guess what we're watching after that movie???
We watch another movie... but its LIVE.
GANG WAR wtf.
Some african bullshits juz pissed some babis off i think.
then the pigs chase them from the flat away from us about 500m.
CHI KEK YOU KNOW?!
everybody at the mamak there running LOL.
including me =.=
you know why I run?
BECAUSE THERE'S A FUCKING MALAY CHASING A FUCKING AFRICAN TOWARD ME.
WHAT THE FUCK.
OF COURSE I SCARED LIKE FUCK LAR.
then i ran into the mamak and hide =.=
chibai kia one. another african run into the toilet also.
thought i'll gonna get chopped after that, if the malay came in.
but luckily. SAFE.
and then when i go out.
i heard a scream. and i asked my frenz. he said.
"The african stupid one, still wanna look back, then kena gang rape LOL "
according to his word, the african head sudah pecah =.=
blood spilling all over the road.
then someone called the police. but came later. MUCH later =.=
ambulance also came after the police came LOL
guess the african gonna charged more by the hospital cause of losing too much blood during waiting the paramedic come LOL.
sad african.
wow chi lan kek. that time i was like, pukimak, kalao aku kena kantoi, muz be very sad and pathetic looking one =.=
.3
i almost visitting the CC everyday.
average money spent = RM6
go there buat apa?
- Play lor. Lepak ma.
- Cari reference.
- I miss my MSN life =.=
- Continue lepak.
.4
This year CNY is the scariest CNY to me.
People's CNY = Happy Chinese New Year!!!
my CNY = ...Happy CRYING N' YELLING.
WHAT THE MOTHERFUCKED.
.5
Few days ago, the day after I watched the Gang fight.
My frenz ask me go their house and gamble.
and of course, I reject their invitation.
Cause you know lar, I've met some addicted bad examples.
Then they said they sponsor me $1 to play.
so after my nap, I've been considering about it. (=.= wtf, what a bad dog)
then i went to their house and plan to play and fool around for a few rounds.
so... of course lar, before starting I ask them gimme the money first, since they sponsoring me.
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH FREE CASH TO ENJOY THE FUN.)
hehehe, at first.
I win and lose.
and finally I lose both of my frenz de sponsored cash.
and then i went to my frenz room and play GTA IV (wtf this fella has a very powerful pc, whole set tambah tambah cost a total of 10k ringgit)
and guess what? after I played for a few minutes, he came in and said.
"elephant come, join our game, I sponsor you." (my college frenz all call me elephant one =.=)
(WHHEEEEEEEEEEEEE ANOTHER SPONSOR, HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA)
but of course lar, the gambling luck was sucks lar.
then I play for the last round lor. I left 20 cents, and I increase my bet, to 1.20.
lol then everyone say "what a fat fish you are lar buddy"
but you know what....
I GET 21 AND WON DOUBLE PAID.
and the most funny part is... I GIVE BACK MY FRENZ THEIR SPONSOR LOL.
and I earned a net profit of 1.60 =.=
lol that was freaking fun and addictive.
.6
Gambling Mood Day 2.
the next night of the last night.
I decide to go and see their game.
but after the lou sang session.
LOL I JUZ CAN'T STOP MY HAND!!!!!!
and I play. win, win, WIN, WIN!!!
of course got lose lar. but then I feel like very boring.
So I try to make myself more chi kek and tense.
I play 2 house. (means 2 players)
and I change the betting every round.
and by that... I actually won alot LOL.
after that everyone go pia their assignments d.
some went back home d.
then left 4 animation students there, which means, me and my 3 classmates.
We play BIG2.1 (chor dai di)
one card 10cents.
I win again lor of course (LOL lan sii liao)
then I wan blah d, they dun let me blah =(
then i said last round lor.
20cents per card. "OK! COME"
lol i almost win lar. what the fuck.
too bad my strategy lost =(
I dunno last card cannot be 2. =.=
but after that night.
I'm addicted to Card game.
I love to hold the cards and bet on something lar.
and bet big, i find it very challenging.
*the next plan :
ask my frenz all come back at next friday saturday or sunday.
then we play BIG2.1 again, one card FIFTY CENTS. (lol gonna win big and lose big this time)
**the rant :
i hate to play with sore losers. some losers wanna be the banker.
but resist to pay for what they lose.
FUCK YOU LAR SOHAI MOTHERFUCKING SORE LOSER HAI.
some more still wan diuz gao me during the game, so big deal meh what the fuck.
also winning d =.=
one word.
L E P A K .
MACAM
BABI.
.2
o, that day i went to CC to search some references with my frenz.
and we went to yamcha after that.
and we're watching "Tai Gik Zheung Sam Fung"
guess what we're watching after that movie???
We watch another movie... but its LIVE.
GANG WAR wtf.
Some african bullshits juz pissed some babis off i think.
then the pigs chase them from the flat away from us about 500m.
CHI KEK YOU KNOW?!
everybody at the mamak there running LOL.
including me =.=
you know why I run?
BECAUSE THERE'S A FUCKING MALAY CHASING A FUCKING AFRICAN TOWARD ME.
WHAT THE FUCK.
OF COURSE I SCARED LIKE FUCK LAR.
then i ran into the mamak and hide =.=
chibai kia one. another african run into the toilet also.
thought i'll gonna get chopped after that, if the malay came in.
but luckily. SAFE.
and then when i go out.
i heard a scream. and i asked my frenz. he said.
"The african stupid one, still wanna look back, then kena gang rape LOL "
according to his word, the african head sudah pecah =.=
blood spilling all over the road.
then someone called the police. but came later. MUCH later =.=
ambulance also came after the police came LOL
guess the african gonna charged more by the hospital cause of losing too much blood during waiting the paramedic come LOL.
sad african.
wow chi lan kek. that time i was like, pukimak, kalao aku kena kantoi, muz be very sad and pathetic looking one =.=
.3
i almost visitting the CC everyday.
average money spent = RM6
go there buat apa?
- Play lor. Lepak ma.
- Cari reference.
- I miss my MSN life =.=
- Continue lepak.
.4
This year CNY is the scariest CNY to me.
People's CNY = Happy Chinese New Year!!!
my CNY = ...Happy CRYING N' YELLING.
WHAT THE MOTHERFUCKED.
.5
Few days ago, the day after I watched the Gang fight.
My frenz ask me go their house and gamble.
and of course, I reject their invitation.
Cause you know lar, I've met some addicted bad examples.
Then they said they sponsor me $1 to play.
so after my nap, I've been considering about it. (=.= wtf, what a bad dog)
then i went to their house and plan to play and fool around for a few rounds.
so... of course lar, before starting I ask them gimme the money first, since they sponsoring me.
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH FREE CASH TO ENJOY THE FUN.)
hehehe, at first.
I win and lose.
and finally I lose both of my frenz de sponsored cash.
and then i went to my frenz room and play GTA IV (wtf this fella has a very powerful pc, whole set tambah tambah cost a total of 10k ringgit)
and guess what? after I played for a few minutes, he came in and said.
"elephant come, join our game, I sponsor you." (my college frenz all call me elephant one =.=)
(WHHEEEEEEEEEEEEE ANOTHER SPONSOR, HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA)
but of course lar, the gambling luck was sucks lar.
then I play for the last round lor. I left 20 cents, and I increase my bet, to 1.20.
lol then everyone say "what a fat fish you are lar buddy"
but you know what....
I GET 21 AND WON DOUBLE PAID.
and the most funny part is... I GIVE BACK MY FRENZ THEIR SPONSOR LOL.
and I earned a net profit of 1.60 =.=
lol that was freaking fun and addictive.
.6
Gambling Mood Day 2.
the next night of the last night.
I decide to go and see their game.
but after the lou sang session.
LOL I JUZ CAN'T STOP MY HAND!!!!!!
and I play. win, win, WIN, WIN!!!
of course got lose lar. but then I feel like very boring.
So I try to make myself more chi kek and tense.
I play 2 house. (means 2 players)
and I change the betting every round.
and by that... I actually won alot LOL.
after that everyone go pia their assignments d.
some went back home d.
then left 4 animation students there, which means, me and my 3 classmates.
We play BIG2.1 (chor dai di)
one card 10cents.
I win again lor of course (LOL lan sii liao)
then I wan blah d, they dun let me blah =(
then i said last round lor.
20cents per card. "OK! COME"
lol i almost win lar. what the fuck.
too bad my strategy lost =(
I dunno last card cannot be 2. =.=
but after that night.
I'm addicted to Card game.
I love to hold the cards and bet on something lar.
and bet big, i find it very challenging.
*the next plan :
ask my frenz all come back at next friday saturday or sunday.
then we play BIG2.1 again, one card FIFTY CENTS. (lol gonna win big and lose big this time)
**the rant :
i hate to play with sore losers. some losers wanna be the banker.
but resist to pay for what they lose.
FUCK YOU LAR SOHAI MOTHERFUCKING SORE LOSER HAI.
some more still wan diuz gao me during the game, so big deal meh what the fuck.
also winning d =.=
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Monday, January 05, 2009
I've been wonder for a few days i guess.
and now i know.
what i wan for 2009.
All I want is.
Being Mature.
Think Mature.
Act Mature.
why Mature.
because I know. Life is really tough.
when you start with nothing.
and I know. Being chiaodish and running away.
won't last the life forever.
I must stand strong.
Be tough.
And prepare for every encounters.
I am Ready.
and now i know.
what i wan for 2009.
All I want is.
Being Mature.
Think Mature.
Act Mature.
why Mature.
because I know. Life is really tough.
when you start with nothing.
and I know. Being chiaodish and running away.
won't last the life forever.
I must stand strong.
Be tough.
And prepare for every encounters.
I am Ready.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
Jesse McCartney - It's Over.
We've run out of words we've run out of time
We've run out of reasons really why we together
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all
Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear
your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause
'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin'
you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied
Oh they ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need's another episode
Keep conversation short and sweet because
'Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/ShIH ]
I used to be trippin' over missin'
you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause baby it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
You know that it's over when the burnin'
And the yearnin' inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through
when she don't do to you
And move you like the way she moved ya before
And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better
Girl you know it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
'Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryna erase you from my mind
'Cause it's over
I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
Thursday, January 01, 2009
i come here to say stupid thing again.
there's this stupid girlz. i name her as sohai. cause she's stupid (so) and she has a pussy (hai).
hence. sohai.
ok i dunno what i done to her.
and i'm lazy to find that out.
because i believe i didn't do something to her.
unless there's someone talking behind my back.
and now she's fucking disrespect me.
and i think i gonna delete her in my friend list.
she's short.
she's stupid.
she's a lala.
she's ... chubby?
she's rude.
she loves money.
she loves to act wild.
she's a wannabe.
she likes to jealous.
she's a bitch.
and she think she's pretty. and pretty good.
i juz wanna say. FUCK YOU. you thought you very pretty.
i got a friend and she was uglier than you so what?! your heart is ugly.
and hers was wonderful.
you're fucking ugly.
SO UGLY.
even uglier than sailormoon.
I HATE YOU!!!
i hope one day i can see your porn tape, when you're trying to tell everyone "I've become a Star, yeah!!!"
there's this stupid girlz. i name her as sohai. cause she's stupid (so) and she has a pussy (hai).
hence. sohai.
ok i dunno what i done to her.
and i'm lazy to find that out.
because i believe i didn't do something to her.
unless there's someone talking behind my back.
and now she's fucking disrespect me.
and i think i gonna delete her in my friend list.
she's short.
she's stupid.
she's a lala.
she's ... chubby?
she's rude.
she loves money.
she loves to act wild.
she's a wannabe.
she likes to jealous.
she's a bitch.
and she think she's pretty. and pretty good.
i juz wanna say. FUCK YOU. you thought you very pretty.
i got a friend and she was uglier than you so what?! your heart is ugly.
and hers was wonderful.
you're fucking ugly.
SO UGLY.
even uglier than sailormoon.
I HATE YOU!!!
i hope one day i can see your porn tape, when you're trying to tell everyone "I've become a Star, yeah!!!"
I juz had a very enjoyable moment at the last day of 2008.
today i thought it was another boring end for a year.
but its not.
i like it.
i enjoy it.
thanks to the frenz. who invited me to the bbq.
thanks to everyone. who gave me an enjoyable night.
even though there's no fancy fireworks.
but the night. was indeed a fancy moment.
thank you all.
and.. i wanna make a promise here.
I, hereby the name of myself, Goh Ta Siang.
Will never forget the gurlz. I've ever hurt, ever loved, and ever friend with.
After 4 years. no matter what. I will give her a friendly hug. once again.
just like what she gave me 40 minutes ago.
I'll always remember you. Remarked as one of my most appreciated friend.
that i can't afford to lose.
but its not.
i like it.
i enjoy it.
thanks to the frenz. who invited me to the bbq.
thanks to everyone. who gave me an enjoyable night.
even though there's no fancy fireworks.
but the night. was indeed a fancy moment.
thank you all.
and.. i wanna make a promise here.
I, hereby the name of myself, Goh Ta Siang.
Will never forget the gurlz. I've ever hurt, ever loved, and ever friend with.
After 4 years. no matter what. I will give her a friendly hug. once again.
just like what she gave me 40 minutes ago.
I'll always remember you. Remarked as one of my most appreciated friend.
that i can't afford to lose.
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