my homework sucks lar.

Suddenly.

Suddenly miss someone I like when I was a kid.
How come a. I also dunno.

Impossible is Nothing.

Blak.

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i'm gonna repeat myself.
i hate people simply buy DSLR while they dun even need it.
fuck if you say you juz wanna take picture.

.2
i really miss the feeling of photography.
the joy. the excitement. the sound of shuttle. the touch with the scene.
what is aperture. what is focus. what is shuttle speed. argh.
lots of stuff already forgotten as passed.

.3
i realize.. college life means. assignments + sleepless nights.
lol.

.4
back to serdang means. sienz + loneliness + sleeps.
lol lol.

.5
back to hostel means. lepak + yamcha + dakei + burn cash.
lol lol lol.

.6
i think i really falling in love to illustration.
thank god i choose animation course.
that makes me feel like having double advantages.
lol lol lol lol.

.7
next week is my birthday.
but no celebration.
sienz. i wan a wacom!!!
(hear me out please. and buy it for me...)
lol lol lol lol lol.

.8
oops.
back to holiday means. assignments + sleepful nights + lepakness.
zzz.

.9
back to evaluation day means. bullets + bullets + jokes.
zzz zzz.

.10
can someone teach me how to deflect bullets?
i scared of bullets =.=

.11
washing machine is needy.
a very helpful needy machine.
to wash. why would people wanna use hand to wash?
apa hal lar.

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look.
and go below.

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where is between 12 and 20?
lost. and seeking for 22.
chill lar numbers. zzz.

.21
ok lar. one more to go.

.22
TA DA!!
happy jor mei? =.=
suckers.
one more week to go in actual ticks.

Crystal Modelling.

If You're Not The One

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?