Memoirs .3

2003 to 2007. secondary school memo.

2003_ 1 daisi 3.
the place i first met with sze wen. mei yen.
boon. cheelit. toongtzee. song. kok leong. and etc.
i remembered clearly. i was forced.
i had to become the black sheep of that event.
they blame me for making the teacher lose her job.
and that year i like jessica. ngu's daughter.
and i met many frenz from neighbour class.
z-xiang. michael lee. yeeling. and others.
i still remember that time i still can chat.
with old primary school frenz. but that year.
not so good for me though. well.
it's juz a memory. =)

2004_ 2 daisi 1.
where i met kahyan. meiyee. sinsin.
many more lar. again =.= .
that year. was the worst school life i ever had.
i molested my frenz's gurlfrenz. and.
sent to diciplinary office to accept my punishment.
and i was insulted heavily everyday by kahyan.
if i not wrong. ignored by peoples around.
in class. i can't recognize the people beside me.
as my classmates. worst year. and.
my attitude sucks too. sorry everyone.
oh ya. sze wen changed her hairstyle that year =).

2005_ 3 daisi 5.
morning session class. i was same class with kok leong again.
and thank him. he forgave for what i've done to her gurlzfrenz.
i feel so grateful. and thank god. that year i have frenz.
karmay and piack way. and that year. the lala boy.
goh chuen yee. penguinx came to my class.
he changed from katholik high. i remember well.
he like to bully me. and i like to play with him too. =)
piack way. you are so straight that year. and funny.
karmay. nothing to say about you. but in class.
i think karmay, piackway, kok leong, goh.
is the most familiar frenz in my class.
thank you all. and that year. i sold my frenz off.
chan yang li. i feel so sorry about that. because.
i really dunno who tell you that. i also dunno.
whether did i tell anyone about that. but i guess.
i did. =( so sorry about that. very very sorry.
and finally. kahyan agreed my existance.
she start to talk with me. and i feel happy about that.
but still. i juz like a stranger to her.
PMR. go to kasturi tuition. wasting time and money.
and i met my kindergarden frenz. and met a new frenz.
jian ting and chai han yong. these 2 fellow.
super funny. funniest group i ever met.
feel happy for such reunion with jian ting.
and i still remember. when we attend seminar.
we provoked the indian gangster =.= . scared.
but luckily they didn't pick up a fight. thank god!!!
that time before pmr. i still can play with sze wen they all.
but when pmr around the corner. they dun bother me anymore.
i wonder why? i thought the relationship between me and them.
are closer than last time. but it seems like. they juz reply.
as a normal classmates. oh ya. that time i got a little bit.
feel on mei yen and sze wen. =( screw me.

2006_4 daisi 2.
i was chosen to be in science stream.
and of course. i was hoping to be same class with sze wen and meiyen.
but still. we were seperate. i feel so unhappy.
but never mind. i have new frenz in class.
z-xiang. teh. ckc. kahwei. you all are the best.
oops. and jenn shyang. but that year.
i less interact with jenn shyang. cause i heard. that time he very lan sii.
about his superior result. =.= sorry boss.
and that year i was same class as kahyan peiwen puiying sinsin.
the 4 leng luis in our class (lol? 4???) which later.
they called themselves the SHIT group. stupid =.= .
...hmmm. that year was so happy.
i can chat with kahyan. among the gurlz.
i chat with her the most. more than any other gurlz.
and i feel happy about it. everyday juz wanna chat with her.
then got rumors about 2 of us. if i not wrong. sorry if i mistaken. =P
oh ya. that year i joined chinese society interactive event.
and i helped out. not alot though. and then. i frenz with yangshan.
he's a good guyz. but a true MEN. hahaha. you know what i mean.
sorry yangshan. your plan was sucks that time. but still.
people stay till the event ends. hahahahaha.
and that time i was active in drama acting. teachers recognize me =.= .
i was look like a fool on the stage. but i was happy. i enjoyed it.
every moment every second. thanks for the oppurtunity.
what happen next that year. i forgotten. hahahaha.
i juz know. 2006. is the best among the 5 years secondary school life.
everybody starting to accept me. and i go for art class.
thanks everybody. who accept me as their frenz.
thank you. sincerely. in my heart.

2007_5 daisi 2.
this year. the class was same as last year.
and i sit in front kahyan. beside z-xiang.
i interact alot with z-xiang. thanks for replying me too. z-xiang.
and i try to talk with other frenz too.
many bitsy stuff happen in the class.
and we went to eye on malaysia for photograph.
for our magazine column purpose. the trip.
was between sucks and good. screw me =.=.
and i finally found out that. actually.
frenz are hiding themselves. i dun blame them.
oh ya. there's a gay in my class.
he say he would like to sacrifice himself for another guyz.
juz to be his best frenz. =.= man this sucks. officially.
i join the school uniform group camping too.
we went to mountain and camping there.
that trip was sucks. i was so selfish that time.
and totally no mood. because.
i was ignored by kahyan they all.
i dunno what happen. they juz hate me suddenly.
especially kahyan. after that trip she hate me so much.
but i know clearly now. it's not her problem. to her.
it's not my problem. to me. we can blame each other.
but i rather be blamed. i was too childish. and naive.
maybe thats why she ignored me. and i admit that.
i luv you. kahyan. i miss you every second.
but you seems like dun giving chance. i feel very sad.
real sad. i dunno why you hate me so much.
yea. 2007 i have a bunch of cocking frenz.
hahahahaha. thanks to them.
somehow my school life wouldn't so boring.
thank you all. thanks.
oh ya. and that year i sold a gurl off.
piackway. she said she told me her secret.
because to show that she trusted me.
sorry. my mouth are big. there is no turning back now.
and. although you forgive me.
that juz appearance speaking. i know.
in your heart. you hate me to the deepest.
never mind. i still guilty forever.
2007. absolutely anti-gurlz year.
oops. is being anti by gurlz.
and. SPM sucks.......................

i think thats all for my school life in 2003 to 2007.
2003 _ a bad start . 2004 _ nightmare.
2005 _ a U-turn. 2006 _ rising up.
2007 _ shocking. stupid me.

kahyan _ i wanna be your frenz. juz frenz.
please dun be so cool to me. ok?
i wanna talk with you. like the way we was last time.
i dun really satisfy with your answer you gave last time.
i feel so unworthy. i thought our relationship.
is strong enough. sighs. to tell you the truth.
i miss you every night. every day. in my heart.
but. it seems like. you dun appreciate.
here. i wish you good luck. and.
i will remember the time we spent together.
i will never forget. your name. Lau Kah Yan.
i luv you. and. goodbye.

sze wen _ you are so fake. i like to talk to you.
i show you my sincere. but you still lying back at me.
thats why i not bothering you anymore.
since you thought like that. i was speechless.
and. 5 years. i know you 5 years. and you know how many picture we taken together?
within 5 years? juz one. our form one class photograph.
that was sucks. go away.

mei yen _ you too. you are almost same with sze wen.
5 years. we juz taken one picture together.
i thought you were open minded. juz one more picture.
one last time. you also dun wan. what the hell?
why are you so bothering about people say your appearance?
"mei yen, something was on your hair."
"i dun wan take ler. dun wan lar" what the fuck?
you sucks. officially and totally.
get lost. i thought you agreed my existance too.

karmay _ i hate you. and you hate me as well.
lame faker. screw off.

sinsin _ you're sucks. sucks like shit.
you're clone of kahyan? or perhaps.
i should say you like to follow people fart???
stop being controlled. screw you for not fetching me purposely.
and thank you for finally fetching me these few weeks.

puiying _ i know you're good. and.
the relationship between kahyan they all are important.
but you're bluffing yourself. and you're becoming like them.
get lost and bang the wall. bitch.

kahwei _ taigo. please lar.
life have no 2nd chance. appreciate.

teng suk yian _ stupid fat bitch.

sharon and jiaqi _ so fake. still fake.
very fake. other than fake. still fake.

i think thats all i wanna say after these 5 years.
sorry everyone. and.
thanks everyone. i luv you all.
thanks for giving me the chance to be your frenz.
and sharing memories together.
T H A N K Y O U A L L .

" I love you all. "
_by Hero†, in front of his own pc.