woot.
she re-open her blog.
what can i say?

i juz feel so happy.

=) smiley face thank you.

Fififei. << Check this out =).
(thanks JunJun-Riko for teaching me how to the linking =) . )

by the way, can someone teach me how to write "Hero†" instead of writing the address of hero-25blogspot.com??

hei. i changed new spec.
itz juz like changing a frame.
cause the power really didn't increase that much.
juz 50 only. LOL YOU HEARD ME? LIMA PULUH SAJE!!
i wear the old spec for 2 years and faced the monitor screen for 2 years for gaming purpose.
but incredibly and unbelievable-ly. my short-sightened juz gone worse little bit.
very little bit. one eye 25 one eye 50.

ok.
i think this malaysia really is a damn retarded country.
flooded with retarded peoples. (exclude me and those i care. XD damn i'm evil.)
you know.
friday i go school.
and then i go home right.
then you know what i face???
GOD THATS A FUCKING NOOB BUT TERRIBLE NIGHTMARE.
BABIS FLOODING THE KTM STATION ALONG THEIR BAGS AND LUGGAGES.
HOW COME THEY CAN'T EVEN SPEND ALITTLE BIT OF MONEY DRIVE LER.
SEI SOHAI BABI.
FUCKING NOOB ONE.
ALWAYS FLOODING THE STATION WITH LAME REASON.
NIA HAI. PUKIMAK.
BUAT SAYA NIE FED UP SEMASA AMBIK KTM YANG BODOH DAN KOTOR ITU.
oops... i shouldn't speak malay.. but who cares? i'm a malaysian too right. MALAYSIA BOLEH LAR!
that day really spend alot of time in catching up the train to go home.
and thanks to the rubbish-ness services provided by ktm.
i miscalculated. not my fault.
it was theirs. they change the schedule suddenly.
by right i can get on the empty train right after i get off.
but then i waited another 20 minutes in that fucking hot station.
sighs. how come malaysia can be so boleh in so many fucking noob issues such as making the world longest?? i mean, come on.
all they do is.
the world longest banner. 888ft. (i also forget what is the actual size d )
the world longest flag. bla bla bla ft.
the world longest building. bla bla dunno 1000ft or what (i dun feel shame to be malaysian though =P)
see? whats the deal of becoming the world longest in so many useless stuff?
does that make you the world longest dick?
come on babi. even if you have the world longest dick.
also useless what. there's no single pussy that can let you fully pierced into it right.
unless you sex with a dinosaur lar.
ok back to track.
so that day i spend about 2 and a half hour to get back.
and then another 30 minutes walk from station to my house.
bluerk feel like vomiting blood after that.
and then...


FUCKING NOOB.
TODAY ALSO LIKE THAT.
NIA MA HAI. BY THE TIME I GO HOME.
IT WAS 12PM ONLY.
THEN THE KL SENTRAL ALREADY FLOODED WITH BABIS.
but today abit different. the flood mix with other peoples too.
but never mind... today mood not so bad.
cause i saw a family of sexy mama and her sexy daughter.
oops.. the gurlz have a brother too.
DIUZ. wish i was the little kid that surrounded by them.
woohoo so seldom can see one whole family is beauty right.
i mean the mother. wear so sexy. look also not bad.
the daughters. err there's 2. but the elder one look alot better XD.
and fuck it. ignore the little brother. he juz like primary school student like that.
damn you kid. 身在福中不知福.

phew.
holiday at monday =)

today no class.
i so happy.
but i so sad.
because i haven't start even a half pieces of assignment.
diuz lorh.
this time really diuz lorh.

yesterday is animation course Evaluation day.
batch 081. 073. 071. 063. attendance are compulsory.
but i run with frenz after 3.
what a bad boy.

today dinner.
to tell you guyz the truth.
i really like my mother to stay at home and cook dinner.
and lunch too. although cooking lunch seems so impossible for her.
today. tonight. as usual she cooked too.
but it was sucks.
very sucks.
i think it can compare with dog's food.
in fact. i'm eating that dog food right now.
you know. my principal of eating.
1st. the food muz be fresh. which is quite impossible in several ways.
2nd. the food muz be right at its original temperature state.
eg. ice cream should be cold. cake should be cold. fried noodle should be hot etc.
3rd. moral of eating. never ever EVER chew chump or even slurrrppp .
4th. never ever EVER add extras in the food UNLESS it match with the dish!!!
BECAUSE IT RUINS THE TASTE OF THE FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD

so actually. my parents always offended 2 of the principals i state above.
my dad. chew chump slurrrp as hard as he can as if he was really enjoying the food.
my mother. add everything as hard as she can as if her so-called-recipe was so damn delicious.
FUCK . PUKIMAK. DIUZ. KONGET. DIAOZ. ITE-MA U ZO WARE.
today my mother cooked pasta. i should be fucking happy with that.
because i love eating pasta all these foreign flour-based food.
and today the soup should be damn delightful because i know the cupboard still got few cans of CAMPBELL mushroom soup.
yes. my mother cooked the pasta. and she cooked the mushroom soup.
BUT THATS NOT JUZ IT!!!
you know what the fuck she did to that soup?
ok 1st. she add alittle bit too much of hot water. like those fucking noob restaurant did to save those origin sauce or soup or what so ever.
ok never mind. i dun really mind much of that. because thats typical of poor family did.
and then 2nd. she add mushroom. ok this is alittle bit weird d. because chinese mushroom doesn't really match with the foreign-flavour mushroom soup. fine. i tell myself.
at least the soup still got things to bite. right.
and then 3rd!!!
like i said juz now. the soup was added alot of hot water right?
so it became very watery. and it start to sounds and looks like chinese soup d.
the hell.. and then you know what my mother did?
DO YOU HAVE ANY FUCKING IDEA WHAT SHE DID?!
SHE ADD CABBAGE AS IF SHE WAS COOKING A CHINESE CHICKEN SOUP YOU KNOW.
ok.. that was quite normal in this house but i still hate it.
and then...SHE REALLY THOUGHT SHE WAS COOKING A CHINESE SOUP.
YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK SHE DID?
DO YOU KNOW?!!!!!!!
SHE GO ADD ANOTHER INGREDIENT TO THE SOUP AGAIN.
SHE ADD EGGS.

E G G S ! ! ! ! ! can you juz imagine? adding eggs into that soup?!!!!!
and i can tell. its juz 2 eggs. ONLY.
can you imagine what the soup become?
..
..
..
the soup become a chinese mushroom soup.
cabbage + mushroom + eggs(very very little only)
THE CAMPBELL FLAVOUR GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRRGGGHHHHH WHATS THE POINT OF EATING THE PASTA ANYWAY!!!!
GIMME BACK MY CAMPBELL MUSHROOM SOUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!

HHHUUUUUUHHHHHHH?!!!!


*huff puff *huff *huff
stupid dinner.

"you so geng. you cook lar!"

i miss my PlayStation™.
where every dream starts.

刚刚和一位同学谈了一下。
才发现。原来我不会安慰人家。

我只能说。
我不擅长安慰人家。
也许。我不是女的。
也许。我没经历过。
也许。我胡言乱语。
但是。我清楚知道。
这个世界很凶。
如果有一天安慰能够平息这股凶。
也许。我会安慰人。

KERORO GUNSO!!

3D modelling.

Character : Keroro Geroro Kururu Tamama Dororo

Referred to : Keroro Gunso (Sgt. Frog)
Background theme : Battleship Front Deck.

Story : Preparing in Battleship.

Sgt. Keroro. The Leader.

(from left to right) Kururu. The IT Technician. Geroro. The Weapon Master

(from left to right) Dororo. The Leader of Assasination Group. Tamama. 2nd Class Soldier.

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Total Time Spent : 3 Weeks.

Software involved : Autodesk Maya 2008.

Guidance by : Max + John

Special thanks to : Max + John and other shits friends who are better than me.

Time remaining . . .
72000 second.

不简单。 It's not Easy.

做了懒人18年。
突然要快马加鞭，要努力，实在不简单。

最近都在跟自己的心理打仗。
一直安慰自己，千万不能着急，你可以。
但是到后来，还是输给了恐惧，从脸上反映了一个叫做慌张的感觉。
无论如何告诉自己不要害怕。
最终。还是被压力打败了。四面楚歌。
伸长手只能触摸利刃，不但解救不了自己，反而还割伤自己。
身边能依靠的只有自己的脊椎。除了他，别无他人。

后悔当初的任性。
后悔当初的无知。

靠自己，比起任何事来得要辛苦，更艰难。
武器，装甲，技术，只能完全依靠自己的手。

一直以来都在做别人的寄生虫。
突然离开的宿主。浑身不自在。毫无准备。
一个人倒在地上。只有两个选择。

一，从零学习，加快脚步。
二，永远趴在那里，等死。

只有两个选择。
实在不简单。

.0th

few days ago i was talking about ultraman with my frenz.

in mamak. loudly. very loud. even the malay gang from opposite table also give us a very strange look.

PROJECT ULTRAMAN.

a failure of ultraman series so far.

planned half way then kena dapao.

all cast and director take turn pack their things home and sit down eat kuih kapit.

ekin cheng joined the gang too.

sad.

anyone wanna try a DIY Ultraman cosplay at home?

.1st
i have few assignments to rush.
regarding to the word "few" i bet everyone thought it will be done in 2 or 3 days.
sorry. you get it all wrong dude.
it takes a one whole month to get it done.
and i left 1 week. means this week i'm totally finished.
GG = GONE GAME.

.2nd
having a bad timing of headache.
trying to concentrate here but useless.
juz keep thinking of sleeping sleeping and dreaming of gurlz.
no time for assignments but still got time for dreamin' .

.3rd
juz visit a leng lui blog.
and i actually got alil bit disagree about what she post. =.=
but i respect her lar. cause thats her blog what.
she can do whatever she can XD .
but generally.
i also feel that... gurl should stay like a gurl.
erm i dun mean that they should shut up or what.
its juz. even if they wanna express themselves..
dun get influenced by men style lor.
its like... dun even use profanity in daily conversation.
err in real life lar.
even if they wanted to. find a closed public and shoot whatever they want lor.
and ya. personality. a very big problem for gurlz nowadays.
alot of gurlz nowadays juz being a little bit too confused.
they have boobs they have pussy they got no balls.
and yet they wear like as if they have balls.
short hair waxed hair like a boy.
t's short pants lala pants lala trousers boy shoes like boy.
talk like boy walk like boy think as if they're a boy too.
aiyoh when i see this kind of things it juz straight offended my mind man. =.=
you born a gurl then live like a gurl lar =.=
i know shorts are nice and comfortable in some ways..
but still there's shorts for female right?
what for you go buy camel active shorts and put on your pussy? =.=
do i make any sense? right?
so please...this is quite a sensitive topic but still.
i really really really hope that.

gurlz. please remain like a gurlz.

cause... god given you a pussy and boobs with a gurl heart then juz appreciate lar.
what for waste your time change yourself to boy while you still can't deny the fact of being dick-less??
and why i say i hope you remain like a gurl because...

i really appreciate the existance of gurlz =)
(shit hero†. you're juz being desperate about gurlz. thats why you appreciate their existance =.=)


.4th
finally...

BLUERK~!!

suddenly feel like wanna vomit blood...
need aspirine so badly.
wanna drug myself.

gahhh i gotta admit.

i'm a fucking nerd.

i dun have a life to blog about.

and i dun have article to blog about.

and i dun have a damn topic to blog about either.

how to find topic anyway?

errrr... writing an essay titled with About Me???

i think i'm a little bit too chiaodish d.

i wanna ask.

anyone out there still playing pokemon after 18?

gahh thats me =.=

wheeeeeee chiaodish rocks~

Incredible.

i wan a flirty life too.
i juz saw a very incredible fact. which is quite incredible to believe.
there's a incredible gurl who used to have an incredible weight.
and incredible size. and incredible *gulp* better not say another word...face =.=
and so she pass through her incredible life.
and finally she become a very incredible women.

check this out > http://unspokenlyrics.blogspot.com/2008/08/my-plastic-surgery.html

see and jealous =.=

...
isn't she too incredible to be an incredible women? =)

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a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z

yea. i'm still awake at this moment. 3.40+ am.
what the fuck am i doing? you may wonder.
lol i juz finish 2 of 3 assignments given.
i start doing it at 9pm. lemme count...
errr 9pm to...3am..
errr.. =.= ???
...erm
6 hours ! *DING DIING DING*

shit. i spent 6 hours to do 2 lousy assignments.
argh not lousy. its juz the assignment should be done in haste.
some more there still another one assignments.
and one more practice. doing an airplane. starting with a cube.
and the walk cycle animation haven't actually done yet.
because the stupid dummy dunno how to walk well. ( blame yourself lar Hero†, you're the one who animate it, oops?)

sometimes i start to wonder.
how come nowadays i can be so hardworking.
can even sacrifice my precious sleeping time at night to get my job done as fast as possible.
if my effort shift till few years ago.
i think now i'm a super elite No.1 geek in school. =.=
yea, the chiaodish geek.

arrrgggghhh tomorrow got exaam!!
airplane!! teach me how to make you please!!!!!!

unlocked the sealed hearts for the princesses.
morphed the shell into a heartless.
and there's a reality illusionary.
and there's a reality be-side.
and there's another one.
and there's a Nobody.
but a Nobody with another Heart.
a Heart that have full kinds of feeling.
a Heart that lived 358/2 days.
a Heart that seek for the truth.
a Heart that against the truth.
a Heart that faces another Heart.
and there's another promise.
a Promise to protect the other one.


.The Other Promise.

Is it necessary for Women to be so educated?

edited version of my previous artwork..

but i won't post it up XD

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Hi. My name is Hero†.

Nowadays our society consist of multi-race and multi-sex.

Boyz and girlz. Pigs and Shits and all that.

As we all know. We've been urge for "SAME LEVEL FOR EVERYONE!"
right? so that means, gurlz and boyz receive the same services. same level of education.

ok since the gurlz is getting the education, and thanks for the "strong-women" concept.

female nowadays are getting smart and smarter, or even smarter than men ( urgh hmph! in academy fact ya...not in some other...oops?)

so that means...they're conscious and concern about health. money. lifestyle and all that.

and of course. they know how to use their intelligent to HARM people as well.

women get smarter means...her target get more danger =.= (err. in revenging specs..)

ok...so my point is...why do we need women to be SO educated?

it is good that they are educated, cause they'll be able to know more than juz cooking fucking moping everything in house right.

BUT. if the women were abit too smart? did anyone think about it before?

so...i really do disagree that...women should get ALOT education.

1st point!

they get smarter means they be able to think!

so... they have a confident built in themselves..

and when it comes to relationships!

normally smart people.. thought they can only match with smart people..

AS WELL AS THE WOMENS!!

they also think so too! since they know how to make themselves look better!

sometimes they juz too hidung tinggi... thought pretty lady should match with a handsome gentlemen...but that is juz so wrong.. thats juz what you see from dramas ler xiao jie..

=.= (gosh this is what i really wanna say since i've been single for 18 years =.= )

2nd point!!!

THE STRONG WOMEN CONCEPT!

nowadays...thanks to the dunno first women president or who else.

women start to think that they are as capable as men.

and some thought they're more than a men.

i had to admit. women nowadays are quite strong.

BUT!

even the strong one has a limit right.

and yet they kiasu. dun wanna admit.

still forcing themselves to achieve what means impossible to them.

and refuse to receive men's help.

and thats what i hate about.

dun you think it was ridiculous?

...

more on the next post =.=

lazy to think d.

juz now i saw a very cruel fact of malaysia.
juz now when i came back from 'cendol' session with my frenz.
i saw a indian couple. burning in public.
and then suddenly..
a police car fly through.
we thought got some real nice live show to watch.
but you know what happen?

the police car really FLY THROUGH.

what the fuck?

...now is whose problem?

msn or screamyx?

Facts of Malaysia.

i wanna say thank you to a service. SCREAMYX.

GEE THANKS SCREAMYX, THANKS TO YOU.

I REALLY SCREAM ALOT BECAUSE OF YOU.

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a...

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argh...

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ARGH...!

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AARRRGGGHHHHH..!!!

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AAARRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!