Tuesday, September 30, 2008

a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z.

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 0.

A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z.

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E m p t i n e s s.
Miserably taken over a people's heart.
Painted monochrome over art.
Traumatically shock our mind apart.
I step out of this part.
Not to mention the time i start.
Emptiness is what makes us halt.
Secretly swallow by the evil dart.
Set to be play as a part.


sienz. sienz.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

it was 5.15am now.
and i juz heard the morning paper delivery man throw the paper in. =.=


20 minutes ago.
i heard alil bit of scratching noise from the kitchen.
so i go and look. curiosity.
well.
i saw something cruel back there.
it was a mouse. stepped on a rubber trap.
and struggling from that trap.
the mouse was stick onto the trap.
his feets. hands. and his head.
he was trying real hard to get away from there.
struggling. give in. struggle again. waiting for the death.

see. i dun really hope that mouse die. in my house.
or anywhere else.
i hope he'll get off from that trap as soon as possible.
because the scene was far too cruel for me.
maybe because he didn't provoke me or something.
so i dun play cruel on it.
but still. i hate to see something that have flesh and blood.
to die in front of me.
fish chicken bulls whatever.
i juz hate it.
errr... bugs are exemption.

sad mouse.
why you picked my house?
sighs.

Friday, September 26, 2008

Mermaid Madness.

Part of your world Japanese version. from Kingdom Hearts II



Part of your world Japanese version. from The Little Mermaid (1999) note : the 1999 ver. is a redubbed version of 1989 ver. i heard they redubbed it because of the copyright stuff expired. but the redubbed ver. is better lar of course =)


Part of your world. from Kingdom Hearts II


Part of your world. from The Little Mermaid (1989)


some people say me chiaodish when i post. some say me pussy like a gurl gurl. but.

who cares? juz fuck it. i love this kind of stuff =)

Thursday, September 25, 2008

TOTALLY INTO DISNEY'S CLASSICS.
I KNOW I'M CHIAODISH.
BUT I'M JUZ HAVING FUN AND ENJOYING IT.

YOU CHUI?

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Responsibility in Responsibility.

you see.. i'm a person that very cautious about food.
and i dun like to eat messy food. stupid food. every non-food food is certainly not my flavour.
so today..
as usual my mother bought dinner for me.
before i continue.
buying dinner. was my mother's job.
because she's the one who told my dad. that she's in charge in dinner while my dad in charge in the lunch and breakfast(money).
so... it was her responsibility right.

and then here is the case.
i dunno what the fuck happen to her today.
and i juz woke up from my nap.
as usual i bath and pray to my ancestor show some respects.
and then i open my dinner "rice box". and i know whats inside.
but i didn't inside was so shocking.
inside is the chee cheong fun.
outside there's another packet of curry.
so.. as for a normal person right. what you think?
you thought that meal juz consist with the noodles + yong tau foo + curry only right.
but when i open it you know what i saw?
i saw another patch of sauce. the sweetened sauce.

that time i was like what the fuck?
and then i ask my mother why there's another sauce inside.
and she answered me with unfamiliar tone.
said she scare i dun eat curry. so the sauce was inside.
ok guys. another common sense.
whenever you wanna give people to make a choice.
do you actually decide it on yourself and ask the recipient later?
won't right.
apply on this case. if she scare i dun eat curry right.
she also dun have to make up the mind to pour the sauce inside for me right.
she can request for another packet of sweetened sauce what.
so it was like. what the fuck happening here?

and then i tell her like what i wrote here.
and then you know what the fuck her reaction is?
she juz scold me like a dog.
say i what ungrateful bla bla bla.
say i have a choice but didn't make a definite choice and blablabla.
aiyoh. please lar.
she take care of the dinner.
of course she have to be careful about it lar.
of course she have to pay full responsibility on that what.
right or not first.
and yet she scold me damn troublesome.
if she dun wanna be so troublesome then juz come home and cook lar.
why bother visiting uncle lim entertainment city every week?
if she save all the time from visiting uncle lim right.
she can do alot of job she wanted to right.
and she can save alot of money also.

AAAAAiiiiyoooohhhhhhhh~

having this kind of mother also quite troublesome lar.
fucking sohai one.
dun really deserve to be loved by their children.

sighs.. if can't bear the responsibility.. then juz dun bear it lar.
why take it while you can't? right.
you thought you're hero meh. this is not a movie show ok.
there's no miracle or what sohai fortune happening one lar.
wake up lar everyone.
this is a fucking cruel world.
a very cruel and straight world.
dun ever underestimate them.
even if you bear the responsibility..
you also have the responsibility to do the best effort in the responsibility what.
right or not first.
sighs.
sohai people.
how come there's people.
knowing their own incapability.
but still. they wanna challenge it.
knowing it was a high risk.
that would ruin themselves.
people juz dunno how to play safe.
i juz cannot deny.
this world was owned by tons of sohai people.

so.. are you reading this?

SOHAI?

Monday, September 22, 2008

i am a definite loser.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

juz finish watching "Money No Enough 钱不够用" this afternoon.
its a very nice movie. a movie that may teach their audiences a lesson.
as the title said. in the movie. jack neo. henry thia. and mark lee.
are 3 good friends. living in a very money-eyed society.
Keong 周华强(jack neo) was a succesful employee. earns alot. but overspent.
Hui(henry thia) was alil bit lousy. he works as a coffee shop boy. and he's single ~.~
while Ong(mark lee) is a contractor. has wide coverage network in singapore.



but one day. Keong lost money in stocks.
and Ong lost his money because of some accident happen with the tiles from taiwan.
as for Hui.. he has nothing and he always borrow money from friends. =.=
and then Keong lost his house furnitures. tvs. cars and other. including his most precious. his wife and daughter.
Ong borrowed money from loan shark. and avoiding them by running on foot.
Hui was in the middle to support his 2 best friends quarrels when they talking about money issues.



and then they were inspired by their old friend. and trying to establish a business.
earning extra cash by urging the customer to join as their company member to enjoy discount rate for car wash. (sounds odd right)
while they throwing a party for the opening. Hui's mother faint on the spot.
and she was sent to the hospital. she had blood cancer.
so.. Hui tells Keong that he wants to quit the company and get back his money.
but Keong refused to. because the equipments are bought and he was frustrated at the mean time.
so Hui had to borrow from his 3 elder sisters.
but his 3 sisters refused to borrow also. even though they had the money to help.(seems like to me)
after that. Hui try to seek cure by using traditional way. asking the fore seeker.
but 3 months later. his mother died. because of no money to cure her cancer.


but then. the 3 of them. hang on together. and providing service with trust.
finally. they succeeded. they become more and more rich than before.
end.

Keong by Jack Neo


Ong by Mark Lee

Hui by Henry Thia

thoughts of the movie.

i love the part when Hui borrowing money from his sisters.

showing that everyone was so concern about money more than their loves one.

you see... love always should be the first to think about.. when it comes to the problem.

although there's a money issues with it.. but still.. if he/she's your most precious right..

you muz muz MUST care about her first. instead of your money.

cannot be money-eyed. although money very important.

this show.. its more like a lesson-teaching show instead of a comedy. thanks to the director who was inspired to make this film. well.. gonna watch the 10 years later version. "Money No Enough II 钱不够用 2"

Friday, September 19, 2008

i look like a 97 pound weakling =(

when will my time arrive?

where is my eraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

fucking unsatisfy with what i had.

sienz lar this life.
this post is juz for swearing about stuff i dun feel happy with.

FUCKER.
ALL JIBAI KIA LAI DE.
GOT HANG OUT ALSO NO CALL ME.
WHAT THE FUCK O YOU GUYS.
MY APPEARANCE SO ANNOYING MEH.
NIAMA KEEP TELLING ME AND PROMISING ME.
"I'LL CALL YOU FOR SURE. IF THERE'S A PLAN NEXT TIME."
NIA HAI I WAIT FOR CENTURIES ALSO NOT A SINGLE CALL OR MESSAGE.
WHAT THE FUCK?
I CONSIDER YOU AS MY FRIEND LER DAI LOU.
IT'S NOT THAT OFTEN I DESCRIBE PEOPLE AS MY F-R-I-E-N-D
YOU KNOW?!
MA PUKI.. YOU GUYS ALL FUCKING BRAINLESS ONE.
ESPECIALLY THOSE 'SOMEBODY'
NIAMA. YOU THOUGHT I VERY SYOK ACT NERD AT HOME.
CHEEBUY EVEN IF I'M BUSY ALSO COME ASK LAR.
SOMETIMES ALSO GOT SPECIAL OCCASION OR WHAT THE FUCK REASON IT IS ONE MA.
YOU ALSO NOT SURE WHETHER I FREE OR NOT WHAT.
SO WHATS THE BIG DEAL TO ASK ME LAR DIUZ.
ITS NOT LIKE I THICK FACE GO TELL YOU ALL INVITE ME OK.
SOMETIMES I ALSO WONDERING WHETHER YOU GUYS ARE MY FRIENDS OR NOT.
CHI BAI KIA. EVEN IF I'M STUPID I'M UGLY OR WHAT-SO-EVER AM I.
YOU ALL ALSO NO NEED LIKE THIS IGNORE ME ONE RIGHT.
MAHAI LIKE I'M FUCKING POOR AND PATHETIC NOW.
SAY LIKE I DESPERATELY WAN YOU ALL INVITE ME.
CHAO FA HAI ALL FUCKING BRAINLESS ONE.
ESPECIALLY YOU.
THOUGHT YOU SO GOOD AND RESPECTFUL.
NIA HAI AFTER ALL YOU ALSO STICK TO THE GURL WHAT.
AFTER ALL THAT SHITS YOU PROMISED YOU STILL STICK TO PUSSIES.
SEI POKKAI. YOU THOUGHT I VERY COMFORTABLE.
JUZ SIT BACK AND GO THROUGH YOU GUYS DE PHOTOS IN FRIENDSTER.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FUCKING EMO WHEN I SEE THE PICTURES.
NIAMA.. DUN GIVE ME SOHAI REASON AND EXCUSES WHY DIDN'T CALL ME LAR.
EVEN IF THERE'S ONE VERY REASONABLE ONE I ALSO CANNOT FUCKING ACCEPT IT D.
FUCKING FED UP WITH YOU D.
PUKIMAK YOU. THOUGHT YOU EVERYDAY EAT KOREAN JAPANESE INDIAN CHINESE BANGLADESH FOOD VERY HIGH CLASS.
THOUGHT YOU EVERYDAY ACCOMPANY GURLZ VERY FUCKING PROUD.
AS IF YOU WILL FUCK A PUSSY EVEN IF YOU'RE STUDYING IN SUNWAY.
CHAO HAI.. YOU SUCK YOUR ASSHOLE BETTER. SUCK YOUR OWN DICK JUZ WAY TO EASY ON YOU.
FUCKING PEI LOR YOU ALL. SOME MORE THE RECENT ONE SO NEAR.
CHI BAI NO CALL ME. I WALK ALSO CAN REACH OK.
ALL FUCKING SOHAI BRAINLESS CHINA TRESPASSER.
AND YOU A. YOU THOUGHT YOU VERY FUCKING PRETTY AND SEXY.
AS IF YOU WERE SO POPULAR TIL PEOPLE DIE FOR YOU.
SOME MORE ACT CUTE AND TOH TOH LAN YEH WHEN TAKING PICTURES.
CHEE BUY IF YOU'RE NOT MY CLASSMATE YOU THOUGHT I FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU.
YOU THOUGHT YOU FUCKING GOOD AND PERFECT.
AFTER ALL YOU'RE JUZ A PUSSY WAITING TO BE FUCK OK.
NIAMA. PEOPLE HAVE WHAT THEN YOU CRITIC ABOUT WHAT.
ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME I SWEAR ON YOU D OK.
STILL LIKE THAT SOHAI SOHAI.
WHAT SO BIG DEAL WITH SO MANY As IN RESULT.
HUMANITY ALSO HILANG D. ADA KERTAS BUAT PA.
JIBAI TAKE YOUR CERT AND WIPE YOUR SHITS AND CLEAN YOUR MOUTH WITH IT LAR. CHAO HAI.
FUCKING PEI ONE LOR YOU GUYS.
ITS NOT LIKE I DUNNO YOUR GANG LAR.
ITS NOT LIKE I'M A TOTAL STRANGER TO YOU ALL OK.
FUCKING SAD ONE YOU KNOW. WHEN KNOWING YOU GUYS HANGING WITHOUT CALLING ME.
ALWAYS CARE ABOUT YOU GUYS LIKE I'M A FUCKING ANNOYING FUCKER LIKE THAT.
ITS NOT LIKE I WAN A REBATE LAR. ITS ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIP OK.
ITS ABOUT FRIENDSHIP OK. CHANCE ALSO BELUM BERI THEN YOU ASK ME TO FUCK OFF. WHAT THE FUCK YOU WAN
HAI YOHHH SOMETIMES SEE YOU GUYS SO LAN 7 SOHAI I ALSO DUN WAN TALK SO MUCH D.
BUT THIS TIME ITS LIKE VERY OVER D.
TERLALU KETERLALUAN TAO.
WHOLE GANG FUCKING SOHAI ONE.
SEE YOU GUYS I FUCKING SIENZ YOU KNOW.
FRIENDS UP AND DOWN. DAMN FUCKED UP ALREADY.
FUCKING DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU GUYS ALREADY.
FUCKING FED UP ABOUT YOU GUYS.
LAST WORD FOR YOU ALL.

GO AHEAD AND FUCK YOURSELF!!!



sorry if anyone who read this feel uncomfortable.
after all.. its my blog.. and not many will be reading it..
so.. fuck off if you dun wanna read.

神木与瞳

i love this band.

err. i think i should call it a group. =.=

present to you. Y2J 神木与瞳.

members are. YuMing and 黄美珍 from 星光二班.

YuMing is the winner of the 2nd season. 黄美珍 is errr.. his so-called-scandal gurlfrenz???

nah i dun really know whether they're lovers or not.

the reason i love them is because. their rock music is very nice.

their voice are so powerful. falling in love with it.

super nice.

this song is my favourite.

武裝的薔薇. enjoy.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

E M A I L.

juz finish checking 6 of 1302 emails in my inbox.
well what i notice is that.

chain letters are still popular among the internet.
...what for creating chain letters? does it make you feel good after you did what they told you to?
or you really receive money from them? or you really having a crashing accident if you dun do what they told you?

come on. gimme a break.
dun send me chain letters.

and some more.
those kesian kesian type email also getting more and more ridiculous.
how come all this time people suffering from something something but still there's no voluntary kind organization go and help them?
it doesn't make sense when they said forward once they get 21cents.
what for showing us your pity and pathetic ruined face or babies?
juz get rid of them if they feel suffering.
shit.
all these peoples are pussies.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

GAYA RAMBUT AKU SUDAH TUKAR.

Drama s.

Heart of Greed.


juz finish watching the 2nd saga of this drama.
Moonlight Resonance.
what would i say? it was fucking nice.
the director was a genius. he/she lead the audience throughout the whole season.
that was fucking gao. very gao.
and thanks to the superb actors and actresses acting skill.
that was very nice and almost perfect for dramas like this.
but. i agreed with one of my frenz.
he said. the show was way too long. too much episodes.
too many craps.
its like some part of it right. it doesn't make me feel good and i feel like fast-forward that part.
like.. 管家仔 and 于素秋 story. i dun really like it so much.
but i understand. if the whole season talking about family conflict and money.
the show won't go well in the wide public.
what can i say.
this show is fucking nice.
and... i wanna thanks to the director.
to find so many pretty lady to join the casting team.
=) the gurlz in the drama are damn pretty. and i like them alot.
if compare this saga and the previous saga right.
i think the previous one will be better i guess.
because its like.. all those important people died in that show.
like 鲍爸 (aka Jo饱 i dunno whether it spell like this or not.. the subs say so =.= )
he passed away at late episodes. because of heart attack and too much pressure from family conflict. which created by the 2nd wife (aka 阿Sa ) .
and before that. 鲍爸 first wife. (aka 荷妈 ) passed away too. i think is because of some cancer.
well you see... a drama can be so successful right.
other than communicating and leading the audience.
a sudden shock also quite essential. i think lar.
so i think. Moonlight Resonance has ignored this factor.
maybe is because most of the audiences prefer nobody die. thats why.

argh i'm addicted to it again.
so.. so far i watched a few dramas only.
not as much as other people i guess.
i'm gonna list some of this into the best drama i've ever seen.
so here are the list i made. (there is no 1 2 3 4 5, every of it is the best)
At the Thresold of Era 创世纪.
金枝玉叶 the "yip" is not this yip. i dunno in chinese how to pronounce.. so sorry =.=
Heart of Greed 溏心风暴.
Heart of Greed : Moonlight Resonance. 溏心风暴之家好月圆.

so far.. i only 'approve' these few are the best lar.
and because of 金枝玉叶. the drama start to evolve in 2005.
they start to play at inner conflict. threatening people while treating them.
that is a very good start for new dramas lar.
but after that. alot of directors and script writers also copy the style.
you know.. its not like i dun like. but it was kinda bored if things keep moving on in the same direction. right?
and then. here comes the Heart of Greed. the family conflict.
because of the heart of greed. because of wanted to be the one.
because wanted to hold the cash.
the family conflict story has been accepted by the public alot.
and the changing of acting skills. its more like.. they're having the problem in their real life.
and they try to link them to the acting skills.
so thats why.. the audience was lead by the actors and actresses.
and the music was great. i think that was their official soundtrack. cause i never heard of it from other dramas. applause for the music composer too.
and then like before. the others are trying to copy style also.
as if their drama will be better and famous also.
but things aren't go well. because people only remember the original.
so here are they. the 2nd saga. Moonlight Resonance.
it still on-air now. haven't officially finish releasing the whole season.
but still.. the family conflict has evolve into another level.
and we can see the same cast team acting skill is improving.
very good. especially for the young ones. very good. *applause

i have a few words for HongKong dramas' directors.
please please please be more creative.
its not like you scream or doing what-so-ever big action makes your story look interesting and real.
its the audience flavour. you gotta ask yourself.
"Is that your flavour?"
sighs i said this because i also watching other dramas. (because my mama watching.. not because i wanted to ok =.=)
i can see.. everyone is trying their best to act like they're involved in the time. the era the century the plot and the situation. but.. still have to improve lar..
gambateh lar =.= other directors.

Sunday, September 14, 2008

this group is very gao.
enjoy the song.
i've got alot to say but. now busy eating dinner. XD








so... how you guyz think about this song? nice right =)
but too bad. the gurl inside lip synching obviously.
too obvious i should say.
i like the gurl because.. i like to see when she perform a high vocal tone.
i like this style.. shouting like that. something like evanescence.

ok blah lar, i wan concentrate dinner.

Friday, September 12, 2008

About Me. part ii

I'm hairy.
stop calling my harry. my name is Hero†.

I'm short-sightened.
it still doesn't affect one of my hobby. you knew it and i love it.

I'm dirty.
but i have a very *ergh herm! clean heart and mental.

I'm sadistic.
thats what my frenz told about me. and i agree too. lol.

I'm SINGLE.
yes! i hope some good leng lui will see this. but i'm unavailable. although i wanted to be available so badly.

I have a sweet tooth.
yea i love sweets~ and ice creams~ chocolates~ everything sweet you are super welcome to my mouth!! muahahahahahahahaha~~~~

I have a strong principle about eating.
first polite. second food reservation. third food cooking method. fourth ingredients portion. and bla bla bla. oops. muz have my favourite ingredient as well XD.

I'm not gentlemen. but I respect good boy and good gurl.
juz read some issues about boys and gurlz. from JunJun-Riko . like i said. i dun act gentlemen in front of boyz and gurlz or whatever. i dun have that strong ego to make myself look gentlemen. but i respect them. =) am i making any sense here?

I love gaming.
currently playing Digimon World 2. originally from playstation 1. where dream started.

oh and..

I'm Chiaodish.
i dun act matured. because i know i'm not. i dun cover myself sometimes. because i know i still young and i can play alot. i dun think matured. i dun talk matured. i dun play matured. argh conclusion is. i'm a lil bit against with "mature". but i like to hang out with matured people XD.

------- more is coming. maybe..? ---------

I have got one question to ask people who know my face.

Can you imagine. If I'm having a bald head now?

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

About Me.

My name is Hero†.
but apparently i dun look like hero, i'm more like a creep instead.

I'm 18 years old currently.
yea. almost legal for everything. but still haven't tried anything within the range.

I have the height of about 167cm.
yup. typical shorty height. "sorry, we dun like shorties~"

I have the weight of 50kg(i think).
damn skinny for a standard of 167cm tall.

I have almost all the bad in me(?)
yea thats quite true because.
i horny. i greedy. i lousy. i lazy. i skinny(does this count? =.=). i noisy. and bla bla bla~

I'm poor.
ya i very poor. can someone please throw some cash on me? i dun mind~?

I'm obsessed in Arts and 3Ds.
yea. advance female body anatomy. 3D female body anatomy-based modelling. of course. without clothes. =)

I love to imagine.
Imagination is very good and essential to every artist. well i've imagine gurlz all the time.

I love to hang out with frenz.
and end up spending money badly.

more is coming. because.

I'm retarded.
can't think about other stuff of myself.

and.

I'm Lame shit.
because of writing a lame post that people won't even wanna look one bit at it.



bye.bye.

Monday, September 08, 2008

juz came back from movies.

DEATH RACE.

errrm to be honest.
i dun really find interesting about the show lar.
it's juz fast and furious + weapons and killings. that's it.
the storyline still ok. typical trap setting. bad guy force good guy work for them for some bla bla benefit. then good guy find their way to revenge and escape from bad guy.
but i like the setting. the place and time.
it's more like 2008 instead of 2012 (the time setting of the show) lol.
and the place setting is US. as usual.
but the racing business was a hybrid of the 'gladiator' deathmatch.
it says that US economy was terribly collapsed.
and crime rate increased like babi after that.
and then the prison was full of those criminals.
already break the limit point. so inside the prison.
prisoners love to fight to death with each other.
like the ancient gladiators. but at the same time.
audience get bored after a time. so they came up with this racing business.
instead of juz killing. now the fight consist of racing as well.
so there it is.
DEATH RACE was born. as an entertainment. as an investment. as a cash earning machine.

well. my friend commented on this movie.
says that. the casts is not good enough.
but to me. because this is an action movie.
some more. it's about racing.
so i guess the movie. for sure lar. will let the action to handle the feelings.
instead of actors face expressions and audience communicating.
but the gurlz are quite sexy XD .
well thats a-MUST in every racing movies.
hahahah cool driver + sexy partner.

movie rating by Hero†
DEATH RACE = errr.. i would give 3.5stars.
credits to the ideas of vehicles. the time setting.
the intro about the racing business. and of course...

THE SEXY LADIES ~~!!! (i'm not hamsup... =D )

Saturday, September 06, 2008

I love Playstation.
I live Playstation.

Thank You SONY.

juz found a very nice song.
very romantic. and emo.
present you. Fall For You By Secondhand Serenade.




***updated later***
juz watched forgetting sarah marshall.
too bad i've been single for 18 years.
so i guess i won't be so very influenced by the movie.
the movie is talking about how a guy forgetting his very beloved ex.
the whole movie is like very sad. very emo.
but it was taken out as a comedy. as a joke.
and ended with little sweety romance.

highly recommend for people who juz broke up.
or someone who broke up. but still can't get their heads off over their ex.

feel like crying after the show actually.
but. as i said. i was single for 18 years.
so i can't really catch the feel in the deep of my heart and cry it out loud.
the show is really good.
really . really . good .
brought to you. Inside of Me by Infant Sorrow.

Friday, September 05, 2008

argh what the fuck am i doing.
i'm becoming a loser like what i did when i was in secondary school.
diuz lorh.
what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck.