Responsibility in Responsibility.

you see.. i'm a person that very cautious about food.
and i dun like to eat messy food. stupid food. every non-food food is certainly not my flavour.
so today..
as usual my mother bought dinner for me.
before i continue.
buying dinner. was my mother's job.
because she's the one who told my dad. that she's in charge in dinner while my dad in charge in the lunch and breakfast(money).
so... it was her responsibility right.

and then here is the case.
i dunno what the fuck happen to her today.
and i juz woke up from my nap.
as usual i bath and pray to my ancestor show some respects.
and then i open my dinner "rice box". and i know whats inside.
but i didn't inside was so shocking.
inside is the chee cheong fun.
outside there's another packet of curry.
so.. as for a normal person right. what you think?
you thought that meal juz consist with the noodles + yong tau foo + curry only right.
but when i open it you know what i saw?
i saw another patch of sauce. the sweetened sauce.

that time i was like what the fuck?
and then i ask my mother why there's another sauce inside.
and she answered me with unfamiliar tone.
said she scare i dun eat curry. so the sauce was inside.
ok guys. another common sense.
whenever you wanna give people to make a choice.
do you actually decide it on yourself and ask the recipient later?
won't right.
apply on this case. if she scare i dun eat curry right.
she also dun have to make up the mind to pour the sauce inside for me right.
she can request for another packet of sweetened sauce what.
so it was like. what the fuck happening here?

and then i tell her like what i wrote here.
and then you know what the fuck her reaction is?
she juz scold me like a dog.
say i what ungrateful bla bla bla.
say i have a choice but didn't make a definite choice and blablabla.
aiyoh. please lar.
she take care of the dinner.
of course she have to be careful about it lar.
of course she have to pay full responsibility on that what.
right or not first.
and yet she scold me damn troublesome.
if she dun wanna be so troublesome then juz come home and cook lar.
why bother visiting uncle lim entertainment city every week?
if she save all the time from visiting uncle lim right.
she can do alot of job she wanted to right.
and she can save alot of money also.

AAAAAiiiiyoooohhhhhhhh~

having this kind of mother also quite troublesome lar.
fucking sohai one.
dun really deserve to be loved by their children.

sighs.. if can't bear the responsibility.. then juz dun bear it lar.
why take it while you can't? right.
you thought you're hero meh. this is not a movie show ok.
there's no miracle or what sohai fortune happening one lar.
wake up lar everyone.
this is a fucking cruel world.
a very cruel and straight world.
dun ever underestimate them.
even if you bear the responsibility..
you also have the responsibility to do the best effort in the responsibility what.
right or not first.
sighs.
sohai people.
how come there's people.
knowing their own incapability.
but still. they wanna challenge it.
knowing it was a high risk.
that would ruin themselves.
people juz dunno how to play safe.
i juz cannot deny.
this world was owned by tons of sohai people.

so.. are you reading this?

SOHAI?