hmmmm...
what to say now.

firstly i'm fucking tired.
its 3.35 now and i think i'm going to go to bed very soon enough.

just now i was discussing something with a.. former classmate.
she's having trouble finding a boyfrenz.

so i try to suggest something i think might work.
and you know what. she fucked me.
and say i naive.

i was totally stunned. and i shaddap.
and then she just keep on diu diu diu diu like no tomorrow. walao.
hehe maybe she's fucking true about anything.
since i'm not that matured like her
i dun think no shit you know.

so..
she said.
no people chase her.
so i said..
maybe you should try putting make-up.
might help a little. go ask your frenz help.
she should be good at it.
'she also no people chase her one lorh. even if she put make-up.'
and then i said.. its really none of the business about she's got admirer with makeups.
all i trying to tell her is.
maybe she wear make-up got better result. might get attention ma.

and then she say makeup is not that neccesary and might not effective also.
then i said.. you havent try also.
she diuz me lorh, say.. how you know i never try. since we so long never meet each other.
so i said i sorry lorh.

and then she start to diuz me d. i also dunno why the fuck she wanna fuck me though.
i just trying to suggest her some ways to attract boys.
it might not work, but at least people will glipse on you.

and she said..
"stop being a god" ...........i fucking speechless.
aihz maybe my word is alittle too hard.
hahahaha anyway fuck it.

and then...
..she said she wanna sell natural beautiness.
so i said lor.. since no one care about your natural beautiness.
and you so desperate.
better wear makeup lar. better ma.
and i then i said.
'i tell you, i put you with someone together. the audience won't choose you de.'
'your radiant also not there. how you going to sell.'

hmmmm i guess she's not really comfortable with that.
i think i'm too honest though.
she said i'm too brainless to talk.


anyway this is just some random post for none to read.
all i wanna say is...
suggesting also a bad idea. for me. =.=
because my idea.. has a very complete storyline in it.
it might sounds stupid. it might sounds ridiculous.
any possibilities you can get something in stupidity. right?

anyway.
I'm stupid. thats what people said, i guess.
I have a very low self-esteem. at least I think so.