FUCK YOU.

It's the 2nd last week before my assignment submission and yet I'm doing nothing. The digit "0" is really cool but this time, it sucks the feeling that I am having right now.
But why my working progress still remain at zero percent?? its already been 8 weeks since the college started. Yeah it's pretty much simple that even kids would've know what's happening.
-Lazy, extremely lazy.
-Gaming addict.
-Major issues of PC breakdown.

Yeah, it's inevitable that the first 2 reasons that proves me wrong and strike me guilty. But the 3rd one, it's really unpredictable. You know it's coming but you just can't see it when it strikes on your critical, you see? I've thought of few options that can actually solve the PC issues but yet, it fails me and it takes longer time to get fixed. It's out of my predict, and it's taking more time than I've anticipated.

Ok so here's the story.

My hard disk is spoiled. A BIG spoil. And what I did is, I send it back to the manufacturer, and get it fix. But the problem here is, it's taking time. My precious time. Especially that I'm standing on the edge and is going to fall at any moment. So, I've decided to find another way. Yes, it can be solve by using CASH. $$

Good, I've decided and I've got the cash. And I survey about the market price with my frenz. And.. this is what he told me that time.
"Oh how bout this, I'm going to buy a new one, so I'll sell this one to you to replace the new one larh, ok?"
"Yeah sure, how much?"
"70 larh!"
"Ok deal."
"So when are you going to buy it? Can give me as soon as possible?"
"Yeah I'm going to buy it next week."

Yeah, a pretty convincing conversation right? It sounds believable and dependable right. But it turns out like this.

"Hey, so.. can I get my hard disk?"
"Oh can't o, I haven't buy yet."
"oo.. Ok larh, please buy it ASAP."

Good, I've pleased him. and then...

"Hey, bought your hard disk?"
"Oh.. Now I'm sick, having headache.. running nose and coughs.."
"Oh.. Ok"

So when the fella comes back, I visited him and he does looks Pale.

"Hey how you doing man?"
"Haven't bought the hard disk yet?"
"No.. Not yet"
"Yeah how bout this? You have 3 partition right? So the idea is, why don't you just transfer one of your partition to another partition since they still got the enough space right?"
"Ohh.. Ok ok.. "
"Well man, take care, get well soon. And please make it fast. I need it urgently, to do my assignments already."
"Ohh.. Ok ok, but it might takes 1 or 2 days worh. Due to the file transferring."
"Never mind. As long as you can give it to me before friday."
"oo sure sure sure."
"ok man, take care."
"K, thanks bye."

SO here it is. The final conversation we had before I got into any trouble with handling with lecturers in school. And now.. this time, It's Friday. And it become Saturday. past 2 hours.

And you know what I got with me now?

NOTHING BUT A BIG SIGH.

He still haven't give my the hard disk.
and I'm really out of patience and I sms him, I even asked him about that 2 hours later.

"eh Can give me the hard disk already?"
"Oh cannot o."
"Why? I thought I told you a way to backup your file?"
"Oh no, the problem now is I've made alot of shortcuts in my partition, so if I do the transferring, my shortcuts will messed up and then I'll have to reset everything back. So if I buy a new one and set the partition as the same partition drive, everything will be ok because they didn't move from their original directory path."
"Ooh.."
"So fastest is tomorrow larh, I buy already and then I'll come back and give it to Michael and you get it from him larh. If tomorrow can't make it means Monday lorh."

Did you guys just read what he said?? Yes he is stalling my time again. and next week I'm going to remain zero progress AGAIN. ITS ALREADY THE 3RD WEEK I BEEN DOING NOTHING.

**So what I'm trying to tell is. How come this fella can be that irresponsible? I mean, I know you're busy, and I'm busy too. It's a rush hour for both of us, but why the fuck just because of "shortcuts troubles", you can't give me a hard disk? You still can organize it if you're really familiar with your system, you see? If now is the 5th week, maybe I still can keep my heart calm and stay cool for the mean time larh. But now its not the 5th week but the 8th week my frenz. What the fuck are you doing and do you know what the fuck am I doing during this 3 weeks of life without my computer?!! and now you're going to tell me that if you can't get it on saturday and you're going to get it at Monday?!!!!

And how are you going to confirmed and guarantee that I'm gonna get my parts at the next Monday?!!! You know why I suspect about that? Because you guys dun have any fucking classes at monday and tuesday!!

You know I really do want to scream and yell at you? I don't do it, because I care about your feelings. I know you're frustrated due to your assignments but I have my assignments issues too! So we have to be fair and I'm in emergency. I don't scold you I don't yell at you, I just sms and talk to you, I begged and pleased you to be quick and I talk so politely. AND I AM PRETTY SURE I'VE MENTIONED THE WORD "EMERGENCY". You dun give me sohai explaination, unless you yourself admit that you're a fucking retarded sohai.

I really dislike about complaining people. I really do. Because these options are chosen by myself. Complaining just make it worst!!

It's hard to make decision, especially when you know the ending is going to involve with relationship issues.

and lastly, thank you for making me to be such a bitch that tells people he hates complaining and he complains alot in his blog.