Fuck You.

You know, I really hate to complain about stuff. But sometimes when I keep my mouth shut, people thought I'm stupid and worthless. So, fuck you you motherfuckers.

So why I'm swearing in here again? Actually to the others it's just no big deal, but to me, it's about my fucking pride shit and stuff. Being a man, respects are the most most most fucking most important stuff, there's no man out there could lay down their pride and live like a slave, NO FUCKED WAY.

Ok, so the story is... There was this day I'm facebooking as usual, and then suddenly the people keep on spamming about this.. "Who's your next love" application. It's fine and ok to me they play with it. and then, the application, randomly picked me, for this gurl. Sounds not so big deal right? Yeah, the real deal is the fucked up comments.

please just click the motherfucked picture to see the details lar A-hole.

You guys see the first comment, THE VERY FIRST ONE. Ya larh the name sounds funny but people like to act cute ma, fuck it only, see the comment.
See the word "OMG" (ou-em-ji, i scared the retards tak tao baca)
"OMG!!!!"
what the fuck is that? I mean, WHAT THE MOTHERFUCKED IS WRONG WITH THIS CUTIE-WANNABE?!! owwhhh my god. Owwwhhhh Maiiiiii Gawwwwd. I am so damn speechless when I saw this dick-sucker post the comment of "OMG!!!!". with 4 "!" FOUR. FUCKED FOUR.
Yeah, so like, what is wrong with you guys? I mean, GIRLS. Is it that I'm so worst in your heart or what the fuck ever filled in under your skin? Yeah I admit I'm ugly and stupid and whatever-bad-you-name-it-i-have-it. But keep it to yourself lorh, no need to be so fucking obvious ma, what are you trying to do?!!!

My available reaction when I read the comment is. "Oooowwhhh maaiii gaawd, what is the pussy thinking about arh? What, she's trying to humiliate me or what?" Aiiihhhzzz
FUCK YOU LAR MIKAPI, GO BACK IN YOUR POKEBALL AND PI YOURSELF WITH YOUR DICK-SUCKING MOUTH. DOGFUCKED CUTIE-WANNABE.
Oh, I guessed I just missed out my reason about this fucking noob-shit bitchlike complain.

Maybe some of you might get it(or might not? cause nobody reading it anyway, you read then shaddap lar faggot bitch).
Look, like what I just said, I so bad meh? I so fucking worst meh? I mean I'm literally bad in some ways, but if you dunno who I'm really are, then just shut the fuck up and suck your brothers' dick if you feel your mouth is itchy!! The point, show me and give me some respect lar. It's just this fucking simple, do me a favor, and respect me! It's not that I've fuck you, or your ma, or your grandma, or even your pikachu! I did nothing to you, so don't mess up with me ok you pussyfucked?

Come on gurls, don't take things as granted shit lar wei. You got pussy You got menstruation You give birth You being fucked You being anally fucked You being kissed that means you're the world of all?? PLEASE WAKE UP AND DON'T THINK THAT MEN SHOULD DO THIS AND THAT YOU BRAINLESS RETARDED FAGGOT BIATCHES.

-You got pussy, means you'll be fucked no matter what. So why blame the men, and live like a pure-sister wannabe? You get pussy for something, NOT NOTHING. If you scared that you'll fucked by some twilight werewolf wannabe(assume they're more colourful than it should be), then just cut off the part and leave a straw underneath your urinal hose or what I dunno lar.

-You got menstruation so what?!! You stomach-ache Your pussy pain You spilt blood You headache or what pain. SO?!!! YOU THINK MEN VERY HAPPY?! TRY TO BECOME A MEN AND SEE LAR. HAVE YOU EVER TRIED PRE-EJACULATION WHILE YOU'RE ASLEEP? DO YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING STRESSED IS THAT WHEN YOU HAVE TO WAKE UP 5.30 AND YOU SLEEP AT 1.30 LAST NIGHT AND YOU PRE-EJACULATE AT 4.30AM!!???

-You give birth and then?!! For the next of few months you sit at home and being feed like a pig and what do you expect? The men was out there selling their blood and tears for you and your baby. It's not just after you gave birth you know, it's been always like that. Just for you to relieve your stress while taking care the baby and rest like a pig. DON'T EVER TELL ME MEN SHOULD DO THIS OR I'LL BITCHSLAPPED THROUGH YOUR DAMN FAKE NOSE. Because this is not the way it should work. NO!!! We work hard for you because we love you, because we respect you, because we appreciate you. Please don't take these emotions and precious feeling as for granted, we are not your slave. Remember? We love you doesn't make you become a queen with a whip, we just volunteered our live to love and live you to the best. Please please please for god sake Don't ever take men's attitude for granted please.

-You being fucked/anally fucked, and then? Don't tell me you don't enjoy the progress. PLEASE LAR DON'T TELL ME THAT LAR, IT'S JUST OFFENDING THE LAW OF NATURE. YOU TELL ME THAT IN FRONT OF MY FACE I SWEAR TO GOD I'LL STUCK YOUR SHIT FACE FIT INTO YOUR A-HOLE. Please, don't always tell people that "Oh I'm very pure and I have my dignity so I won't bla bla.." Ya I know you have dignity, but please don't tell me when you choose to being fucked you yourself don't enjoy it. PLEASE DON'T BE SO FUCKING STUPID.

So....
Actually all I'm trying to say is...While the men respect you, so why don't you respect them back? So why look down on men that grow uglier than your pussy? So why look down on men that more stupid than your grandparents?

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heh, actually, I've always talking about female shits and stuff. It's always the same point. So like, they never... did like what I said. It's not like I want them to be, it's just, be a part of it. Maybe there's still much more outside, the better that I don't know them. Well I do hope they are some good one out there.

Oh lets come back, anyway I hate this MikaPi girl. Let's just say that she got this temper issues and anger management issues. Her limit is so damn fucking short and shallow, and.. she thought she pretty? Well I guess everyone thought they were pretty too, while they're actually not. Sorry pussies, but fuck you if you think you're so beautiful.
So like, I've been fucked by her, straight on my face. It's like taking bitchslap on each side of my cheek and another jab on my nose. It's not fake but people hate it.
So yeah, thats why I'm here to assfucked her.. smelly ass?? nah forget it, she doesn't worth for the fuck =P

Finally.
FUCK YOU LAR MIKAPI. PI-PI-PI-PI YOUR DOLLS WITH YOUR DICK-LESS PUSSY.

*guess I've made alot of enemies. but yeah, sorry but fuck you. It's up to me to be so chiaodish.*

It's holiday now and it's been already like.. for 2 weeks?? Yeah, 2 fucking weeks. So, let see what I've done in this 2 weeks.

-I visitted the cc and pawned some of the asses on the net. Oops, and got my ass pawned by some other A-hole on the net too, but of course lar, overall ratio of course is my winning rate bigger lor. lol.

-I went for karaoke session. EARLY IN THE MORNING. shit that's real sucks for teenagers like us. To me went for early bird session is like a typical dau kei style. =( i mean they really need to look after their wallet and that shit.

-I went to my art class and visit my teacher and friend. Yeah, friend. Went to his house and taught him something and he thank me like I'm his only saviour. Oh my god, what for man?

-Oh right, I've discovered my roommate's blog, and guess what? After I told him, he balik rumah and changed the link. Yeah, a total Asshole. But still that's his blog lar, respect man.

-Think and talked about alot of stupid issues.

-Ohhhh yeah, I visitted my secondary school teacher's house. She's having this, Hari Raya now. It's great to see her, and of course, the classmates too. But all of them are those I see more often than the others one larh, especially the boys =P. And I'm glad the gurlz came, hahahahaha, if not the whole situation sure damn boring without some pussies. Ya nahmean?

So... this is like a conclusion for the past 14 days I've been through. and it sucks, not productive at all. Oh, I've forgot one more thing.

-I've been gaming for like.. 14 days? =P Games are real addictive oh my god. Just can't live without it.

-And, just got a very terrible news, the cpu I bought that time is like.. 2700? and guess what, now it dropped till like.. 1800?? FUCK YOU.

-I'm addicted to karaoke. But I prefer visitting KTV rather than singing at home. I have the sets =P

-Steamboat please.

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yeah, this post is ridiculous and so improfessional. Sorry but fuck you. This is my place and you just shut the fuck up and read if you choose to read.

Shorts.

.1

Just finish watching the MTV Video Music Award 2009.

and guess what? I never thought that Kanye West can be so fucking sohai lol.

He is no.1 in the men fashion list, he's hot and he's top in the hip-hop ranking.

but what the fuck? =.= I mean like, WHAT THE FUCK is he doing????

It's not like I like Taylor Swift alot, but come on larh, people ambik award jangan kacao sangat lorh.

Oh before I continue I better tell the story.

Yeah its like this, Taylor Swift got the "Best Female Video Award".

and, when she's about to show appreciation to people who contribute and dedicated that video.

Kanye West showed up! and he snatch the mic from Taylor Swift.

You heard me? SNATCH. fucking rudely SNATCH.
"Yo Taylor, I'm happy for you and I.. I.. I ma let you finish. But Beyonce has one of the best video of all time!! ONE OF THE BEST VIDEO OF ALL TIME!!"

Ok this is what he said when Taylor got her award on stage.

What the motherfucked hell is this shit man?? I just dunno how to explain this sohai lol.

Anyway, Beyonce finally gets the "Best Music Video of the Year". =.= lol

and she give the chance to share the moment with Taylor, and Taylor finally.

FINALLY. Gives her speech on the stage.

World Peace yo.

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Oh and one more thing.

Whats wrong with Lady GaGa? Is she taking drugs or something?

Seriously aku tak tao. =(

She changed her costumes for like... 4 times in 2 hours awards?

and each costume, has it own "uniqueness".

FIRST COSTUME. it looks like a peacock costume to me, and when she wear, her neck langsung tak boleh twist one. stupid right? she can only extend her sighting range by turning the whole upper body. my godnesss... and she got a very outstanding mask, I want it. its nice =)

hi peacock. nice mask =).

SECOND COSTUME. yeah this looks alil bit more normal. its white and its like a laced-table cloth covering the top and one plastic panties. but what so unique about this, is that this costume, can spill blood from the breast LOL. ok larh maybe there's alil trick on that but i dunno =P.

woot? breastmilk become breast-blood?

THIRD COSTUME. I guess she changed after the performance. This costume, is full of red. In fact, its just consist of red only, Fresh RED. also another laced-table cloth covering the whole body lol. but this time. It cover the face. FACE COVERED AND I CAN HARDLY SEE THERE'S A HOLE FOR HER TO SEE. but she still managed to walk onto the stage and get the award without mistaken anybody LOL. Oh and she's wearing a red, ok, another RED again. A red Needle look hat. It looks totally, creepy. It's like she's going to pierce people into a sponge.

hey there nidorina.

here's the close-up of red nidorina, female, LVL100. gg.

FOURTH COSTUME. hmmpphh, I guess China gives

alot of inspiration on this one. In Precise, its the "Niao Cao"(bird nest) Stadium architect's work. Can get alil bit of the picture already? Yes, she wears a "Niao Cao" on her face. Not head, is FACE. yes, FACE. and a dog chain on her neck, guess she needs alil bit of drug, anger issues, sexuality, and all sorts of controls after all. =P

I wonder if someone could grow hair like this...

.3 its the 5th day and i didn't even start anything yet. shit.

Confused.

It's another Sunday and as always, I'm was left alone in the house. Yeap, again.
It's not like the whole house got no people, its just that I felt lonely, no one can talk to. no one can play with. no one to diuz with.

Surprisingly I've come back to KL at the early noon, my frenz felt surprised and shocked. I thought when I come back I could spend some time with them. Hehe, what a selfish thought. And what now? They left for a karaoke session and won't be back, well at least I guess thats probably not before dinner.

I feel like missing so many stuff in my life. and what does that mean? I don't FUCKING know. I am so confused right now, it's like thousands of mini-guns and bang bang inside my head crossing fires. I once thought that, I'll never regret for what I've chosen, thats why I hate complaining, and so many "thats why" I compiled inside my brain storage. But when I heard some other shocking news and surprises, I started to think twice. What Did I really Missed?

I think I can list it out, if I grouped all them together. and the top of the list is always the same thing I've been mentioned about it ever since I know how to differentiate the importance of it.
Yes, it's the Friendship.

I've done alot of thinking, in fact, trillions of thoughts about this issues. Just this PARTICULAR issues. and it cost me headaches all the time. I never found anything, because at the end, I'm taking the blame. The truth is, I can never blame them, I just dunno why, maybe its because so many people assuming I'm the bad guy. So, yeah, I take the blame and I shut up. I think, if I fight back, hmph, the relationship might gone worse. So, just let it be bad before it gone worst.

Just now I've been thinking, 3 years is such a short distance for a diploma student, yeah, it's really short and guess what? I've left one more year only, until I graduate. So how many chances that I can actually get an Ace for my study? 3 times, not more than that. and think back, for what I've done in my previous assignments, the jobs are sucks and, I'm worried about my portfolio. I am damn worried about it. I don't have any awards, I don't have any flying colour results, I don't have precious comments from lecturers, so what else do I have? Nothing, absolutely nothing. I wonder what if I end up like a loser? I'm scared. I'm scared that I'm jobless, even if I got a job, I'm afraid that place is wasting my time. Time flies, even faster than any formulas we can even come out with. Once it gone, it's gone.

Once again, today I'm confused. and the haze is coming back, fuck.

DREAM

comment please

Dreamers.

It's 6.30am now, and yet I still didn't get on the bed.
For what?

Yeah, tomorrow is one of the big day for animation students.
Assignments submission date. It's like how students handle with their shitty exams, stay overnights for the last sprint, drink coffee like a hardcore, and carrying pressure like a fucking stressed pig munching food with its fucking mouth whole day long.

I drank some coffee too, but I guess it didn't really work well. Lol. To tell you the truth I'm a little sleepy now. Sleepy and Headache, the aching pain just stops me from being sleepy head. It's a true nightmate, when you're having headache and forced to listen to Lady Gaga's "Just Dance". "Just dance~ gonna be okay~~" Yeah I like the "gonna be okay" part, it's like comforting us that late submission will never happen. LOL, a very bad quote I know.

I've few issues bang into my head, during the break when I was having coffee with my roommate in 7-11. (yeah it's totally gay, 2 fellas went to 7-11 to keep themselves up.) It's no big deal about what happen there, or I should say, nothing happen at all. So it's like this, I saw this fella, he's buying some stuff, and he looks.. sorry man, but he looks alil bit like a loser. This particular scene and image has suddenly ring my bell, yeah, I've been wondering, do they ever have a dream?

It's no ordinary dream, it's some dream. Not just earn alot of money, but doing something meaningful that could've become their life biggest achievement. You know, sometimes it makes me feel sad to see people live without dream, it's very pathetic. You got no strong motivation to keep yourself moves on with life. Maybe I thought too much, but I just can't help it, I often look at people expression, I look through their images.

Also, having a dream doesn't mean it has to be big, ridiculous, or impossible either. It can be something very simple, real simple thing, like, happiness or what-so-ever you could call it as simple as you can. A small dream with big fulfilness and satisfaction, is always better than having nothing in your heart.

So people, lets start living up our dream, and don't make yourself regret. Because our life has no 2nd take, we don't have special effects, we are a nude and vulnerable kind. Shits might happen tomorrow, or the next moment you could live.

Cheers, to all the dreamers.



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