Lots of shits happening this lately
anyway it's not some big deal so...
I'm not going to talk about any details of it lol.
I think I'm just too lazy to talk about it.
hahaha. Optimistic? guess not =P

So.... I think I just talk about the histories of the past few weeks.

First..
Yeah, I've done something.. errr I guess it's just a normal something.
Because I dun think thats some big deal too.
Yeah I've done something stupid (refer to 2nd and 3rd party reaction)
I post a fake-confession on my facebook. but I guess I post it at the wrong time though.
Not many reaction received =(
Too bad I can't post the photo in here, cause it's just too difficult to control it.
Its hard to say so I'm not gonna fucking tell it. Unless you asked, but anyway there's no 'you' here.

So yeah, It's silly and it's foolish, because I'm just too bored for life.
I said "What if I said... I like Lim Pui Kuen"
Hah, for outsiders.. oops, not outsiders. For everyone.
I guess they really thought I'm in love with her lol. Ever since the malacca trip.
Well.. as I've said a thousand trillion times, I don't like her, seriously.
but my explaination just get ignored most of the time. hahaha.
anyway fuck it, I don't care what people think anyway.
Because I don't control brains. I'm not that maniac ok.

Well actually I was just testing about something they called.. attitude art? 行为艺术
I'm just trying to make a topic for my daydreaming session.
So I can think alot of nice scenario and made up a bad story.
But too bad.. all the facebookers just don't really comment about it.
Maybe they've seen tonnes of it before, or probably because I'm not the point too.
Hah, I guess the second reason are the most appropriate one.
Why? because when I say Hi to those fellas, they just fucking ignored me.

Anyway thats what happen last week. Not a really big deal actually.
As if I really did that for confession purpose. hahahaha.

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sooo... all these weeks are super duper boring and I all lived is a nerdy life.
School games sports cocked around eat spend .. and yeah, thats about it.
Oh sports.
Lets talk about it.

So.. for all my friends who know me well, they know I only play basketball.
Why? Because I don't need to move. Hahaha, I just leave the running part to my teammate and thats all.
Yesterday me and my frenz went to the basketball court behind my living place.
To have a healthy life, LOL.
Yeah and we're like sohais back there.
Playing under strong flare that could burn our skin in any minute.

Everything went smoothly but then at the final match.
One of my frenz just went crazy or what, I really dunno lar.
But he suddenly gone so wrong with the game.
Actually I don't really care if he dunno how to play.
But the problem is, he knows, and he made mistake in purpose..!!

Although I don't really run and chase people like hell just to defend.
But at least I know the proper way to defend when I confronting the opponent.
It look sucks but at least I defend lorh, come on.
But you know what my frenz did?
He don't run, never mind.
He don't chase, ok mou man tai.
He don't block, WHAT THE FUCK??!

When he's confronting the opponent, you know what the fuck he's doing??
HE FUCKING DOING NOTHING AND STAND THERE LIKE A RETARD..!!
MACHIBAI TAK MAO MAIN JANGAN KELUAR LAR ADUI...
I remind him and tell him for like trillion times..
"Oi, you see people don't just stand there larh, put up your both arms and hands ma. At least people scare alil bit and stop at the spot ma."
If I never tell him maybe I can blame myself.
But I told him.. for like everytime we play!!!
Aihz.. actually I don't really get mad about this, because I know he's that kind of stupid unreasonable retard.
But then I've heard from my frenz says that.
He's fed up about the kids there from playing rough.
This is what he told my frenz.
"He come in front of me and do like this like this o, what the fuck?
He come play ball or have a fight one???"
So the detail is...
He's standing under the basket, I believe.
and then the opponent box-out in front of him.
and there's a skill to box out effectively under the basket.
Is that you stand still and firm your foundation, and lean backward so that you can press the opponent from jumping, just with that simple strengthen output...!
and he think thats rough, REAL BADASS STYLE OF ROUGH.

aihz.. what I'm trying to say is... he's not a basketball player.
He's not a basketball kaki, all the knowledge he know about basketballs are from games and shows.
He never really know about the skills and styles of playing basketball with people.
my goodness.. and yet he still dare to complain about the others.
what the fuck...ishhhh.
Some more he go and tell the third party to deliver the message to my frenz.
Here's the detail.
"XxxX, go tell Aaron and ask him tell his frenz dun play so rough, they want play or want fight? You tell him He must tell his frenz, MUST..!!!"
AIYOH SIAH SUI LIAO LORH CHIBAI KIAAAAAAAA.

AAAAAIIIIHHHHHZZZZZZ SPEECHLESS DICK.

Oh.. and.. actually before this I don't really hate him or so.
But then he's negative attitude just keep on coming, like you're surfing the internet with lots of pop up which you can't even have a single minute to off it all..!

First, he's becoming more and more ganas, fiercy type.
Red Hot chilli panas that kind.
Examples. We went for some multiplayer games in the cafe nearby and.
Everytime he's dead or make an unfortune or unworthy sacrifice, he diuz.
He give us the fucked face he give us the fucked speech and he play it the fucked style.
And he just keep on giving up everytime we seems to be losing the game.
"Haiz...*yawn*...sienz liao larh, lose liao larh"
MACHIBAI YOU GOT NO SPIRIT YOUR PROBLEM LAR MAHAI.
DON'T SIMPLY GIVE US THE AURA OK, LATER LOSE LIAO BLAME AGAIN MACHAOHAI.
But never mind, this will never happen cause.. we're not planning to invite him no more.

Second.
He's...He's a loser.
He lose in a love game.
He lose in his study.
He lose in his life.

He was dumped by his girlfrenz, because of his lousy attitude.
I heard someone said that.. his ex thinks that he's not aggressive enough.
I mean, in study, errrm easier said is.. He never try to be better.
Thats the reason she dumped her, I'VE HEARD.

second, he retained twice.
First time he retain.. he said never mind, I'll work hard.
and then he set his own target, and paste it in front of his pc desk.
and you know what happen? Dun blame us when you see this.
That time we were so hot in gaming and almost every night we went for the cc for games.
ALMOST EVERY NIGHT AND FOR LIKE 2 HOURS AT LEAST.
You have any idea how pain is my wallet every week? sakit babii.
It's ok larh.. just midnight gaming only.. once we stop and then we never play again at home.
but he's different abit.. HE GO HOME PLAY ANOTHER ONLINE GAME UNTIL LIKE.. 5AM??!!
and then some more due to his laziness, he was unable to wake up for classes.
he was unable to finish his assignment.
he was unable to show progress to his lecturer.
and he failed to meet his lecturer, when he got his appointment.
so thats the problem. again he failed.
He failed twice, and then he stop studying.
and joined some fucked up money making organization or what-so-ever.
I still remember he shout at facebook.
"I'll prove to you I can!!"
All I got to say is.. Ha Ha Ha.

sighs.. this fella really got problem one..
To tell you the truth I hate this kind of fella.
Bad socializing icon, bad attitude, bad thinking.
I know larh, he's trying his very best to communicate and socialize.
but sometimes when the joke just dun sounds right, then just dun make it lar.
It'll just affect the people around you, especially when the mood when down the slope.
And he never think properly..
not to say him, me as well, never think properly.
But from comparing facts, I think i'm way too good than him. Hah.
and the attitude.. aihz, fucking loser.
Wasting money wasting time waste the hopes been given.
Too bad larh, already jadi kawan. Maybe next time..
I won't ask him out that often, or maybe considering not letting him join too.

bad boy. XD
sighs, just let me open the eyes big big to see how he change.
Hopefully he will change. but its just to easy to be said.

oh and, he's a really bad singer, literally he's like.. bad in everything? lol

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sighs.. I'm just back from an exhibition, organized by my frenz.
It's a kaleido-scope based exhibition, "Ka-Luan-Do-Scope乱花筒".
After I watched the video only I know whats the original name.
Hah, thanks Ady for mentioning the name before. Kaleida effect.

Well to tell the truth, I don't really like those stuff.
Cause it's messy. But thats the theme larh, hahaha, Luan 乱花筒.
Nothing really impressed me though. Cause the most geng one also got nothing to show.
Probably because he's still printing his works.

But some of the works and effort are nice.
Like.. one girl, her stuff doesn't really impress me.
Cause.. it's so normal. =.= but the way she exhibits is really.. nice?
hah, she made some merchandise based on her concepts.
She even make frames for some of her artwork.
But I think the frames are bought from out there somewhere.
But I really like the bags and her sketchbooks.
The effort is there and the colour is really nice, it attracts me. haha.
Thought of buy one for myself, but I've got no cash with me.
Cash been burning fierce this week. sighs..

And then.. one of my.. former frenz (sighs, bad memories again)
he's work are not that impressive also.. but I like his cutting job.
it's nice it's neat and it's almost perfect. hahaha if I could have some of that,
it could be nice too, for decorating walls.
If they come in 2 forms, even better..!! Black and white crossover.

and then.. the others.. not so special lorh.. sighs.. nothing really impressive there.
oh, and one more girl, hahahah nice effort she have.
She make a kaleidoscope herself. thanks to her, students and lecturer been able to experience the theme and the toy. hahahahah toy, yeah thats what it is.

hmmm overalll.. ok ok only. not to say I really like it.
but many people say very nice, maybe I have a really odd thinking?
or maybe because.. I'm too old for these stuff.
sighss.. I'm scared.

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Yeah.. I really scared.
I scared and feared about everything.
Everything I have in my mind now it's just not enough for me to fit in the industry.
I guess people just starting to suspect about my ability.
Even me, myself also starting to doubt about it.
Yeah.. I guess I'm losing the touch.
I really scared...

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One last thing perhaps?
Hah, this might sounds very loser.
Still.. I wanna say it.

I'm starting to regret.. about losing this frenz.
Sighs.. too much to tell, too complicating.
I just dunno how to say.. FUCKKKKKKKKKK

Bye.