Aihz, another emo post here liao larh.
Firstly I wanna congrats to a bitch that juz lost 2 rabbits in a row.
I mean her rabbits dead in a day, if i'm correct.
Hahahaha guess I'm really evil in some ways.
It's not that I hate her rabbits, but I hate her.
But anyway that doesn't matter now, she's not even in my interest list also lol.

Oh, let me start to work on my story here first.
I'm so glad that no one knows my blog ( i guess? )
in that case I can blog alot of stuff about other people that i hate or dislike.

Sighs, sometimes I guess friendship are really hard to maintain,
or even to find one, don't you think? maybe not you, but for me, yes.
Few days ago me and my frenz, were playing this online game,
Ragnarok Online, sounds familiar anyone? yeah that was a hell of a game.

We love the game, but we hate the system, so I go and find a dirtier server.
Not to say dirtier, that's a more exciting private server.
but why private server? because the experience rates is so... so... err, irresistable..!!
but still, everything seems to be very balance to me. for a private server.
so, i find and downloaded it, and i tried it.
of course, my frenz would love to play it, but i can't give it to him because of some small problem about file transferring.
so.. so i guess i play alone first lorh, until my frenz gimme back my pendrive.
but then after that i came back and then he suddenly told me.
they dun wanna play with that private server already, they're playing the actual server.
suddenly i was like, what the fuck? you kiddin' me?
then what for i search for the private server? my godness, waste my fucking shit ass time to find and download for you all.
but what i really afraid is, i scared that, i'll miss out alot of fun playing with them.
i dun wanna play that stupid noob freakin' server already, the rate is so lowwwww.
SUPER DUPERLY LOWWWWWWWWW THAT TYPE.
sighs, never mind larh, like i told myself.
i play myself, just for fun larh. because i'm not really that into online games.
but i'll certainly spend alot of time on this one, RAGNAROK ONLINE OWNED!!!

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aihz, about the pendrive stuff.
my sohai frenz, also very sohai one.
he never EVER take care of stuff around him.
he lost his phone before.
he lost his wallet before.
he lost his pendrive before.
and he lost my pendrive.
HE NEVER KEPT ANYTHING. LOL.
OMIGOD HOW COULD THIS FELLA CAN BE SO STUPID?!
hopefully he can buy me back my pendrive...
because i need it urgently.
and if i got the cash, i'm going to get another new hard disk also.
the old one cannot use d, fuck. 200 dollars lari.
let see.. the 200 hundred dollars credit is.. like.. spent 2 years ago.
and 2 years ago the value it's like.. 250. FUCK!!!!!!

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I had a weird dream this morning.
not to say weird, but a dream about my family.
for the very first time, i dreamt about them, with lots of hearts.

I saw them, going somewhere. seperated with my brother and sister.
I feel so sad. because I've got so much to tell and do to them.
Then my brother and sister, left as well, I felt so depressing.
Deep down in my heart, I'm crying out very loud, screaming for love.
I walked, and walked, and walked. Finally I found a trace of theirs.
I walked through the path. and I saw my parents, my siblings.
Gather at a spot, it seems like they're waiting for me.
I reunite with them. I smiled, and I laughed.
My family members are very happy. Surroundings are turning warm.
It seems like the indulgence of love is the source of the incredible.
I turned my head, I saw my parents.
I thought they're gone forever, but they're not.
I ran to them. I hug them tight, real tight.
I cried. I cried out of joy. I cried because I love them.
Because I can't afford to lose them in a second.
We spent alot of time together, doing nothing, chit-chatting.
and then, my parents is leaving us.
I dunno why, but their feets are moving, taking steps away from me, from us.
But they looked back, giving the smile that I've never felt so comfortable before.
and then...
I wake up. My hearts are sore, but the feeling is very complicated.
I can't tell, whether it's sad or happy. I just have the feeling.
That I've cried for quite some time.
I think the dream.. is trying to deliver a message to me.
But it'll never be revealed, not until the day I grown up as a true man.

Once again, I love, my family.
Cheers.

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I guess thats all for today. =P