Failing wasn't cool, when you're actually have to pay for a few thousands for 6 months of it.

I feel so depressed now. I think I'm gonna die or what, whatever.

I thought everything will be okay. Things aren't going as planned.
Life's never fair right, you had your stuff but suddenly shits are all over your place.

Whats the issue here is, I'm might not be able to survive this semester.
Why? First because I passed my submission deadline.
The rendering speed is so damn slow. Everything is turning into the worst!!

Now I have to submit 2 assignments, and both are in progress zero.
I never thought shit could happen like that, but who else can I blame?

I know, in my heart, I'm the fucked-up fucker to be blame.
I played too much. I'm playing it cool, too cool.
All I did was open my mouth and talk, swear like a motherfucker.

See whats happening now? I'm late for submitting assignment, might not even have the chance o submit either..!
"I dun wanna be another 'senior'!!" I've been talking about this since 6 months ago.
My godness I was so fucking stupid.
and now what? I've became another 'senior' that juniors will always bear in mind that they never did well in their assignments.

I am so down now. I can't even think properly. I can't even talk properly.
I think I might puke or crying out loud now. For god sake..!

All I can think now is to pray hard, even though the possibilities aren't hot.
Hopefully.. I can pass this semester, just pass.

It's time to make a change, before it's too fucking late, for me.
Please. I need guidance.