Sohai shits happened around me.

sometimes people really sohai one wor.

.1
i sms them. and they replied to a third party.
then the third party. ask a fourth party to pass the reply to me.
whats that chain all about man?
pointless right? fucking sohai.

.2
i ask them. free? "yea, why?"
lets dakei. dota. go yamcha.
"lol dun wan."
why? "busy. XD"
sohai.

.3
eh people. come my place yamcha lar.
"dun wan. so far"
...
the next day. i saw they come and pick up the gurlz.
and go back to their(the driver) place dunno do what.
...apa lanchao.
a dick and a pussy really made such big differences meh?
after all it still need to be combined right?
stupid fuck.

.4
"see. i bought this for you"
yuck thats ugliness.
"buy for you to wear"
dun wan. that sucks.
"why can't you be alil bit more sui bian one.. buy liao then wear lar"
then why you buy it. zzzzz
"cheap and worthy ma."
please. that shirts doesn't suits me ok.
"juz wear lar.. sui bian abit lar"
FUCK. WHAT IS THIS SOHAI TRYING TO DO.
but anyway. he thought i'd like it.
and he thought he knew my taste.
sighs. lastly thank him for buying it for me.
even i dun plan to wear it LOL.

.5
they got the credit.
they got the avaibility.
but they dun fucking reply my message.
msn too. even its free.
fuck. better dun gimme your fucking number at the first place.
and what for you get the handphone since you're not fully using it?
use house phone lar fuck.
another sohai.

.6
here's the 2nd times i met this kind of sohai situation.
ok. i was trying to find a plan. or join a plan.
for new year eve. no one would love to stay home and enjoy the boring air right?
so here's the thing.
first i asked a someone.
-got plan on 31st?
"no wor, stay at home lor"
-bo ko leng de dai chi
"what bo ko leng. my gang not suit you one wor"
-all gurlz?
"ya lar"
"if got plan i tell you lar, if.. "
-ok
..... after a few moment i talk to another someone...
-eh you 31st got plan or not?
"errm.. maybe.. why"
-what plan
"go sldgkpoeih house bbq lor"
-with who. the someone's(this is refer to the someone i juz mentioned juz now) gang?
"ya.."
does anyone actually understand this?
another stupid fuck.
got plan then got plan lar chibai.
some more wanna bluff me say all gurlz only.
and some more the fucking venue is juz nearby my house.
what the fuck.
2nd time d.
SECOND TIME D.

.7
here's another sohai stuff juz happened about 15 minutes ago.
i was bored and clicked on this someone msn contact.
-yo
"yo"
-where you been today? go where play?
"at home"
"play with pc"
-dun lie lar
"maybe"
MAHAI ANOTHER STUPID FUCK REPLY.
come on lar big sohai.
if you're whole day at home how possible that you will not online during the daytime??
another sohai with high pure stupidity brain.

.8
sighs.
i also dunno my msn sign in for what.
right now i have 18 contacts online.
but none of them were talking to me, or neither do i.
one. she's beautiful actually. but fat. and she never reply my message.
two. he online 24-7. and he dun reply me also. didn't even give a fuck.
three. she's the someone i mentioned juz now. a beautiful liar.
four. this fella. i've been chatting with him every night and i sienz d.
five. she's a close friend of the someone. becoming a hybrid of someone.
six. ok this person is a total asshole. his name was once called jibet.
seven. this fucktard dun treat me as friend. he's another fucker.
ok i juz deleted one contact. so thats remain 17 online.
eight. this small boy is a gaming maniac. talk to him usually. and laugh at his sohainess.
nine. i dunno why i add this fella. he blocked me for a period and unblock me.
ten. he's a gay best friend. he skinny and kiasu. one lose match and he grab his tail and ran as quick as he can.
eleven.... oops. msn juz signed out. disconnected.
eleven. he's my uncle. seldom chat. never chat. add for emergency usage.
an asshole juz offline. left 16.
twelve. this person is the one i mentioned juz now. who has the high pure stupidity brain. he has a dead cat as his msn display picture. fucking prick.
thirteen. this fatty loves my frenz. i dunno whether is he still loving her now. and he's a real big fat bully.
fourteen. this guy used to be my good friend. i guess he juz delete my contact from his good friend list though.
fifteen. this is the gay. a sohai gay. and he fucked me with his cheap broken english before. which is broken till i can't even understand a single message he was trying to deliver.
sixteen. this boy is another moron. i chat alot with him. but i guess he's juz like his brother. two face person.

is it really.. that i dun deserve a true friend?

how come.

there are friends who talk behind my back.

there are friends who treat me like a dog.

there are friends who dun treat me like their friend.

there are friends who dun really wanna maintain the relationship.

there are friends who dun care about me while i trying my best to care about them.


...is it because..

i met them at wrong time?

wrong place?

wrong reason?


i dun understand.
what is this.
i really dun understand.

feeling really down now.
everything seems blue to me.

SOHAI EVE.

PLEASE DUN WATCH THE SPIRIT!!!

FRANK MILLER IS CHEATING OUR CASH!!!!


today is christmas eve.
a very sohai one.

.1
i drive like a sohai.

.2
there's a sohai humiliated me like a sohai.

.3
watched a sohai show directed by a sohai director.

so you say..
this christmas eve sohai or not??

today my bro finally open his mouth.
nagging me.

always.
remind me this bitch.

her name is Xxx ZzzYyy.

there will be another bastard coming up.
and that bastard maybe someone close to you.

I feel so sad to live in this world.

meaningless.

heartless.

a Nobody.

got nothing.

Can I suicide? please??

So..

So...
after all i've been through.
I know I'm a freaking loser.
and I'm still denying it like a loser.

What is really happening to me actually.
I dun really understand what i want.
Maybe.. i juz haven't grown up.
People start to think as a 18.
I juz grow like a 18, but think like a 9.

Juz now I juz saw the result of the character design competition.
2 frenz of mine, got the prizes.
One gets the champion.
One gets the consolation prize.
and I get nothing.
Tomorrow they will be going to PWTC to retrieve their reward, with pride.
I'll be going PC fair and stuck myself between endless shoulders. with emptiness feeling.
They'll live it proud.
And I'll live it sad, normal, stable, ordinary.

I know whats wrong with me.
And I knew it for long time.
Every promises I made, has never came true.
Never execute. and I feel terribly sad for that.
My frenz was right. I didn't really put effort on his drawing.
and I lied to him, to protect my artist pride.

Sighs.
I wonder what is the very main reason that keeps me away from being a hardworking person.
is it because the life is way too good?
or... I juz dun really give a fuck about life.
Everytime my frenz ask me out. I'll told them I was too busy to hang out.
and actually..
I was sitting in front of this very monitor everytime.
I often tells my lecturer and frenz that I stay far away.
thats why sometimes I can't catch up the assignments because of time wasted on travelling.
but thats juz bullshit.
I know. Its really some bullshit.

After all this shits.
I told myself.
I made a promise myself.
I wanna be a time conscious person.
I wanna done everything within the time frame.
I wanna be more hardworking. more productive.
But..
It always ends up with a 0.




what is happening.
what is really going on.
i dun really understand.
and i dun really know.
i wanna find a way to solve it.
i wanna find a way to adapt it.
but after this.
i'll forget it. and give myself a list of excuses.
just to run away from it.
now i know.
Luck dun come to you.
You go to the luck.
You move yourself to the Luck.
people gets Lucky because they made their move.



5 minutes later.
again. i'll run away.
i'll run like a fugitive.
scares to face the judgement.
escape from responsibility.
live in my own world.

I wanna change.
I really really wanna change.
but talk isn't going to help.
It takes steps.
But i still figuring. When is my real first step.
I need guidance.
But at the end.
Everything. Still on My own.

Life is really tough.
Stand still and Die.
Move forward and Live.

What the Fuck is this???

Stuff that i feel "WTF".

stuff number 1.

what is this kind of shit anyway? does this gurl learnt ABC before?

holyfucked, or i should say she's too smart to create a new typo font???

lol this is fucking WTF lar.

stuff number 2.

my cpu operating system.
can you see the fucking difference?
the 2nd picture is the most recent one.
juz "print screen" few minutes ago.
sohai one my cpu OS. one thunder strike.
then go into some CHKDSK system. after that.
the whole pc hang in the login screen.
AFTER THAT.
the fucking fonts become FUCKING bold.
and some becomes FUCKING italic.
now i muz get used to this fucking bold font.
beh tahan liao.
wanna reformat d.
but scare reformat. many things gone =(
lazy go install back.

Review on Resident Evil Degeneration.

Juz finished watching a new 3D animation by CAPCOM.

based on their own franchise. "Resident Evil".

The movie title is .

Resident Evil : Degeneration.

I won't talk about the storyline now.

cause its all about personal benefits by using viruses that infect people and make them become a zombie.

errr... if anyone of you aren't interested in 3D.. i guess you can close this window now.

ok.

modelling wise. i dun really like it.

the shoulders are big, and high, for a female.

the character modelling wasn't that good.

i dun really like Leon's modelling though. He looks sucks than he's in Resident Evil 4 (game).

and Claire's modelling also not that good also.

her lips was so not natural, but i guess the team juz trying to make looks cuter.

but i love the original modelling of Claire, that appear on PS2 years ago.

and for the mapping skills. i think the style was abit too clean.

Everything seems so perfect, clean, and shiny.

The objects was too clean.

and the skin of the characters are juz too fair and godlike.

I hope they can do something like Silent Team (the team that make Silent Hill) characters' modelling.
at least the skin mapping texture have some dirty parts or spots.

motion wise...
the walking motion doesn't look natural to me.

even though that was performed by motion actors.

other motion was quite ok.

and.. one more thing.

their hands contact didn't really achieve a 100% contact.

example like.. when they hold stuff, if you notice clearly.

some scene their hands like juz off the objects alil bit.

so.. it looks kinda odd to me when i saw that. cause.. after all, thats from CAPCOM.

so.. i really expect as much as like what i expected in Square-Enix movies.

other than that.

i can really feel the weight of everything.

i can see and recognize the face expression.

every acts was ok.

oh ya, forget one last thing =.=

their lip synching.

didn't look obvious and accurate to me.

hope CAPCOM will notice that.

but i'm sure that they won't happen in their games though.

lightings.

i like it. and i finally understand.

the meaning of confusing lighting.

after i watch the show.

every lighting of the scenes look really good.

like it alot. =)

CG effects, good, but can be better.

maybe i juz expect too much from them.

cause i'm used to and looking forward to Square-Enix standard.

well.. the whole animation.

lightings modelling effects and everything.

i give... 3.5 of 5.

=) does anyone actually read this??? =.=

hope that i can achieve that level.

then advanced to square-enix level.
then become more and more better =).

HOPEFULLY lar.

Kawan-Kawan

Today i went out to meet my frenz.
yeah, we had a great time.
and .. lol, there's this gurl become more and more sexy as she grow XD.
looking at her juz make me feel like offending the law. LOL


so.. after that my frenz says tonight got yamcha..
and then the same question disturbed me again, transport.

sometimes.. i think my bro was right.
he's situation indirectly tells me that. Friends, no matter where you stay.
Fetching, is really not a problem.
some more.. i purposely, ask my bro wake up from his sweet dreams, go and meet you guys.
i juz ask, whether you can fetch me back or not.. then you guys gave me that sad look.
i didn't force you all. but.. isn't friends all about.. sacrificing alil bit??
i have met different kinds of people.
but most of them, they help me because they "顺路".
its not like.. they help, because they take me like a friend.
but i felt lucky, that i have a friend, who treat me like a friend, and a bastard.

hmmm sometimes these kind of shits happens.
i juz dunno who to blame.
is it that.. fetching so susah? or.. you juz dun take me seriously?

sighs, confused.

KENAPA!!!!

why the fuck that my Ma can be so stupid one..
she's really a sohai you know.

she likes to collect useless items lar.
last night.
there's this guy closes his shop and wanna throw their items away.
and my Ma. brainlessly take some of the thrown item back to our house.
and its not something small.
its SOMETHING that BIG.

2 BIG GLASS CABINET HOLY SHIT.

HOLY FUCKED.
why the fuck she wanna take their thrown items back.
i really cannot understand lar.
she so into collecting people's leftover.
if she pick something nice and useful.
then i'll probably shut my fucking mouth.
but she's not.
SHE BROUGHT THAT 2 CABINET.
IT'S SPACE WASTING. BECAUSE ITS BIG.
DANGEROUS BECAUSE OF HARD AND SHARP EDGES.
AND ITS JUZ HAVE THE SAME FUNCTION AS THE OLD RACK.
JUZ TO PUT STUFF ON IT. JUZ THAT IT HAS A COVER.
BUT WHO THE FUCK NEED THE COVER ANYWAY?!
AND ITS SO NOT COMFORTABLE WHEN I LOOKING AT IT.
AN INDOOR ITEM PLACED AT THE OUTDOOR.

WHAT THE FUCK?!

GOD KENAPA!!!!
HOW COME YOU MAKE MY MA LOOK LIKE A GARBAGE COLLECTOR??!!
WE'RE NOT POOR OR BROKE.
WE'RE JUZ NGAM NGAM HOU. AN OK OK FAMILY WITH LESS OK OK FINANCIAL SUPPORTS.
BUT WHY THE FUCK YOU WANNA MAKE MY MA'S A GARBAGE COLLECTOR?!
HOLY SHIT.
REALLY HOLY MOTHERFUCKED LAR THIS TIME.



***below message is for my Ma.****
DUN BE SUCH A SOHAI CAN OR NOT?!
DUN BE SUCH A BRAINLESS SELFISH MOTHER CAN OR NOT?!
YOU KNOW WHEN YOU GIVE ME THAT FUCKING REACTION WHEN I ASK YOU DUN GO FOR WORTHLESS USELESS STUPID IDIOTIC TOUR.
I WAS LIKE FUCKING SHOCK THAT YOU'LL EVER THINK AND REACT LIKE THAT. LIKE I'M NOT MAKING SENSE. LIKE YOU RATHER GO FOR SOME SOHAI MOTHERFUCKING BRAINLESS TOUR THAN BUYING ME A NEW PC FOR ME TO DO BETTER WORK FOR SCHOOL.
WHAT THE FUCK LAR MOTHER.
ONCE AGAIN I WOULD LIKE TO SAY IT OUT LOUD.

WE ARE NOT FUCKING POOR OR FUCKING BROKE.
WE DUN NEED TO COLLECT UNNECESSARY GARBAGE FROM PEOPLE'S LEFTOVER.
WE JUZ NEED TO KEEP OUR MONEY THATS IT.
WHY THE YOU EVEN THINK ABOUT PICKING LEFTOVER AND THOUGHT IT'LL MAKE FUCKING USEFUL TO THE HOUSE?!
DO YOU KNOW WHATS THE MEANING OF USEFUL OR NOT.
DO YOU REALLY UNDERSTAND WHATS MEAN OF USEFUL OR NOT.
"USEFUL" IS A WORD THAT CAN COVER UP THE DISADVANTAGES OF STUFF AND NOT JUZ COVER. ITS SHOWS MORE THAN 2 CONTRIBUTION TO THE PEOPLE OR WHATSOEVER.
PLEASE LAR MOMMY.
I DUN MIND YOU PICK LEFTOVERS.
BUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE THINK 10 TIMES BEFORE YOU PICK LAR.
THINK OF IT WHETHER ITS USEFUL OR NOT FIRST LAR.
THE GLASS CABINET IS FUCKING USELESS.
I ASK YOU TO THROW IT THEN JUZ THROW IT LAR.
WHY THE FUCK YOU STILL WANNA KEEP IT.
MAHAI. THIS TIME REALLY STUPID LAR.

AND WHY THE FUCK YOU'LL THINK GOING TOUR IS BETTER THAN UPGRADING YOUR SON PC. I ALSO CANNOT UNDERSTAND THIS QUESTION.
YOU ARE SO FUCKING SOHAI AND BRAINLESS.
I FEEL SO SAD TO HAVE A SO STUPID MOTHER.
NO. NOT MOTHER.

A GARBAGE COLLECTOR!!!!

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Sohai Kawan Kumiliki.

I just wanna ask why...
HOW THE MOTHERFUCKED THAT THOSE WHO AROUND ME ARE MOSTLY MADE UP WITH SOHAI'S ATTRIBUTE AND INGREDIENTS?!

BETUL BETUL HOLY FUCK LAR.
FAMILY LIKE THAT.
FRIEND ALSO LIKE THAT.
HOLY SHIT.

so... today i'm not gonna talk about my family.
cause i've already talked about them. so...
yeah, you guessed it.

MY FRIEND.

you see.. i have this friend.
he's older than me. he's literally smarter than me in academic.
he's taller than me. he looks better than me.
he's fitter than me. he's more muscular than me.
so.. yeah, he's like good at outside...
but.. what he sohai about was...

HIS FUCKING RETARDED BRAIN AND MENTALITY.
and..
HIS SOHAI HEART.
you see..
he's not that kind of very good attitude person you know..
he likes to LAN SII.
he likes to ACT PRO AS IF HE WERE.
he likes to ACT LIKE A BIG BRO AS IF I'M GONNA RESPECT HIM LIKE GOD.
and he.. ALWAYS EXPECT PEOPLE TO DO WHAT HE WANTED. without
CONCERNING OTHERS ABILITY HOLY FUCKED.

ok i dunno how to describe him furthermore..
i think i better list some examples.

.1
he always order me to do stuff. like he's really my brother.
and thought like i was scare of him.
and i asked him why. he says.
"because i'm better in anything of you."

.2
he always likes to insult me. and tell his friends i'm a fucking loser.
and then when i fight back, he diuz me fucker sohai.
so... whats that about man?
i'm his dog? yea, he treats me like a dog.
and still.. the same reason.
"because you're a fucking loser, so i can fuck you."

.3
alright.. he's not a man i gotta say.
yea he likes sex, cigarettes, alcohol, pussies. like other man does.
but he dun have that gentlemen radiant attraction.
he's not a cool guy to anybody. he's like a sohai also.
he's small gas (errr i dunno whats in english) he's hot tempered.
and.. he has this.. fucking high self confident with him.
...and. juz now i bought 100 plus for him.
and the top of the bottle has some.. other drinks spilled on it.
so.. he asked me to take the drinks and change another bottle.
so i do what he says lor, cause i also dunno whats that stain at first.
then after the shop dealer explained, then i think its ok lar.
so i bring that old drinks to my friend. and i tell him what happened.
and then you know what he says?
"fucking go and change it lar fuck, mahai so stupid one you"
"never mind one lar, its not poison or something"
"fucking sohai why you" "AIYA FUCK LAR YOU POISONED THEN I PAY FOR YOUR MEDICAL FEE LAR FUCK"
thats our conversation juz now.
i mean.. how come he can be like.. so countitive.
juz a small little.. "clean" stain what.. its not going to kill him or whatso fucking ever right.
and some more he diuz me at the public.
like a dog.
is he a fucking retarded or what???
he doesn't have this.. humanity lar.
fucking stupid one.

.4
and he has this fucking bad attitude.
he likes to 'siap' what i ordered when i go out eat with him.
and he says.. "you shut up, i wan siap then siap"
i mean what the fuck lar, how come he can be like.. so ba dao.
i tell him DUN, then he still siap..
so.. is he a human looking dog or??
i'm extremely fucking clueless about that.
and when i dun let him.. he adds another sentence.
"so countitive one you"


SO... OVERALL ALL I WANNA SAY IS
...THIS KIND OF SOHAI FRIEND, REALLY DRIVING ME CRAZY.
I SWEAR TO GOD.

I'M MOTHERFUCKED SWEARING TO GOD NOW.

IF HE EVER INSULT ME AGAIN!!! ESPECIALLY WHEN HE SAYS I CAN'T DRAW!!!

I'M GONNA GRAB THE TOOLS AND I'M GONNA BUST

HIS FUCKING HEAD!! AT LEAST HIS DICK HEAD, THAT MAKES HIM CAN'T SEX FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE!!

I'M FUCKING SERIOUS NOW, AND I'M MOTHERFUCKING SWEAR IT!!!!

HOLY FUCKED GOD, PLEASE INSPIRE THAT
FUCKER SOHAI TO READ THIS BECAUSE I'M NOT
GONNA TELL WHAT I'M GOING TO DO ABOUT HIM
NEXT TIME.
SO IF YOU CARE ABOUT YOUR SO-CALLED-
MOTHERFUCKING-CHILDREN-AND SON OR WHAT-
SO-FUCKING-EVER, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
INSPIRE HIM TO READ THIS FUCKING SOHAI POST,
BECAUSE I WRITE THIS FOR HIM, EXCLUSIVE!!

Once again.
I would like to say.
My dad's a sohai.

SOHAI.

S O H A I.

character design for LIMKOKWENG University competition.

hope can get the prize =.= (even if its useless to me now.. XD)

drawn by hand.

coloured by hand and colour pencils. (i love you staedler..)
colour edited by software, Adobe Photoshop CS2.

Top Illustration. (i think the best among 2 =.=)
Job : Warrior.

Bottom Illustration (argh the fuck face )
Job : Novice.

WHAT THE MOTHERFUCKED.

KENA RESIT MOTION STUDY!

20 POSES + 1 WALK CYCLE + 1 RUN CYCLE + 1 WEIGHT ANIMATION + 1 EMOTION ANIMATION + 1 WEIGHT+EMOTION BASED SHORT STORY ANIMATION.



HAI LAT.
BETUL BETUL HAILAT!!!


SAD HERO†.



不要一直做梦，你不是个英雄！！
by David Tao, Black Tangerine.

丘老师ABC part3. 你的英文太烂！！！

illustration of mine.
photoshop cs 2.
mouse.
mostly working on the texture of the skin.
trying to do something like what Silent team did on their character design.

A wishful wish.

I hope tomorrow I'll have alot of cash underneath mine, my parents, my brother, and my sister's bed.

I hope tomorrow I can have a credit card then can sign for unlimited times without concerning any limit.

I hope tomorrow my family can earn more than 10k per month.

I hope... I was born rich and humble.

If that is not 007 James Bond movie.

Juz went for movies with my frenz. =)
007 Quantum of Solace. Sounds and looks cool right?
but, the content was juz so not cool.
Well.. after i watched this movie, I've been wonder.
What if this movie wasn't entitled as one of the 007 series?
It would be a very good action movie right? (for those who watched)

You see... i think most of us here are used to Pierce Borsnon style of 007.
That handsome look, that cool style, that flirty and professional James Bond.
So eventually.. we'll like to compare, Daniel Craig versus Pierce Borsnon.
and at the end, Pierce Borsnon confirm and surely will win the comparison match.
So.. thats juz what i wanna comment after i watched Quantum Of Solace.
Well i guess i better start comment that movie.

First, the storyline.
The storyline wasn't that good though, maybe because of those piggies cut the scenes and caused a confusion to the audience.
Why the storyline wasn't good enough?
Because, there is no opening. There's nothing explained about what happen before.
You see, Quantum Of Solace its like starts with an ending, without explaining what happened before that.
This makes the audiences that juz new to 007 feel confused, some more thats episode 22 of the series.
And after that, there's these names and location keep popping up and changing.
Suddenly A-man came up, then B-man came up and meet up with another C-man.
and these people aren't explained about their background or relationship with the Bond.
and the changing places, which also i found it confusing because the changing of places is one of the setting that lead the audience to be drawn into the storyline.
but the places was like, suddenly Bond came to Kampung, then to City, then suddenly to supermarket like that, without explaining what happen in between, and there's not much about explaining why he's there.
so... for this part, I'll rate it 2.5 of 5 star. Below Average.

and then...
ahh, about the Cast.
Well like i said juz now, people likes to compare Daniel and Pierce.
so.. definitely, Daniel was a very big no no to be a Bond.
BUT!!!!
He'll be a very nice character for action movies though.
He has a very nice and strong firm muscular body, which i find.. quite matured sexy though =.=
And, he's fast. Far more agile than Pierce.
and actually.. He's quite 'man' though, juz that his appearance doesn't suits the image agent 007.
so... it was quite sad actually, that Daniel was being compared with former agents.
other than Daniel, lets talk about... Orga. ( i dunno the gurl last name =( )
She's the bond gurl of this episode, Quantum of Solace.
She's not sexy, She's not charming, She's not seductive, She's doesn't play like a key of the story.
And her relationship with badass was juz so not important to the storyline.
Its like.. her vengeance is a chronicles of Quantum of Solace.
ooo ya, and her acting wasn't that good though.
If compare with Hitman, I prefer her Hitman style, like a bitchy whore.
At least, in Hitman she look sexy to me. but in 007, NO!
hmmm well about other side characters.. in overall, their acting was sucks.
And I hate it.
So.. for this casting.. (or perhaps i should say acting?? =.= lets make it both, casting and acting)
I'll rate it for 3 star. Thanks to Daniel Craig fast action in action scenes.

And for the soundtracks... I totally love the theme of this Episode.
Another Way to Die. by Alicia Keys and Jack White.
and the other background music was quite unity with 007 themes, the theme of the episode, the place settings, and the situation.
as for this session.. I'll rate it 3.5 star, Above Average. =)
oh.. share you guys a song. hahahahaha it may sound strange, but i totally love it.


hmmmm... as for the camera scenes.
I also quite like it though.
especially when they're fighting, but some part of the scenes was quite confusing though.
me and my frenz have a hard time to think of what happen over there =.=
but i understand lar, because it make audience chi kek and gan jiong ma (excited =.=)
if the camera was stand still to catch every scenes, then the whole movies was rather boring right.
and for some action scenes, what can i say? I love it.
There's 2 scenes about falling from above, I think the director and cameramen did a great job over there because.
The way they shoot the scenes, its like abit different than other action movies.
Its hard to explain here though, maybe you'll understand if you've watched the movie.
so.. for the cameras.. 3.5 star =)

So overall.. I rate this movie 3 star. Average.
I won't recommend you to watch, because thats 007 James Bond movie.
Its not an ordinary action movie, its a James Bond movie.
If you're looking forward for James Bond thrill, i recommend you not to watch.
If you're juz wanna watch an action movie, then I'll recommend you to watch.
by the way...
I love the opening credits though.
The music cutting, the scenes, the effects, the introduction was incredibly good.
I TOTALLY LOVE IT!!!!

原来这就是现在的S. H. E.

刚从绘画班放学回来，真够他妈的，大街塞车塞到去大洋超级市场那里。
为何塞车？这就要感谢一下书香中国书展啦。
在下很有预感，这一个礼拜将会是塞车的好季节。(wtf...)

回家路上，碰巧听到了一首歌，来自S.H.E.，歌名在下就不是很清楚。
但是在下知道，那首歌有周杰伦的音乐---《安静》。

刚开始下载S.H.E.的歌曲时，在下一直都否认她们的音乐，因为都向往可爱，翻唱的路线。
但是，刚刚在下听完了她们的歌后，仔细的想，才知道这就是现在的S.H.E.

现在的S.H.E. ，也许没有以前所谓的原创，可是，她们却有自己的味道。
而且，在下喜欢的就是，她们那种“温故知新”的“创意”。
为何在下这么说呢？嗯... 那就拿在下刚刚说的那首歌来形容吧。
那首歌，它的音乐和周杰伦当年的“安静”音乐有相似之处，但是那个差别就在它的“input”和“output”。
我们听，开头时会觉得很熟悉，可是当我们听完后，会觉得，这首歌很有新鲜感，很不一样。
那除了音乐，歌词也配合得很好。歌词的旋律都能和音乐成为一体，变得好想颜色的对比一样，相称起来就等于是协调色，很harmony的感觉，听起来，感觉很舒服。
相比之下，我们现在看到的S.H.E.，的确是，绝对是比以前进步了许多。
至少在下觉得，她们抄袭或翻唱，都能创造新鲜感在她们的音乐上。
嗯.... 那唱功在下就不多说啦，绝对是有进步的，尤其是在合唱部分（在下忘记了有一个词语来代替那个字“合唱”的）声音配合得很棒。

听了S.H.E.的歌曲后，在下把最近有推出新专辑的歌手们来比一比。
就先说周杰伦，他好歹也是我的偶像嘛。
那关于周杰伦的音乐，在下觉得，好像到了瓶颈，不能够在继续前进的感觉。
就拿他的专辑来比，他的新专辑《魔杰座》。听起来很酷，对吧？
可是内容，却一点也不酷。听他的歌，仿佛找不回周董的气息和味道。
一点也不像他以前的专辑歌曲，酷酷的，很漂亮的，很有意思的，很讽刺的。
现在他的歌曲，都走向《牛在很忙》那种风格，摇滚风也被用尽了。
以前的那种饶舌呢？以前的创意在哪里？现在的你，就是你想表达的创意吗？？？
在下为周董所推出的新专辑感到伤心，因为在下的偶像，不再是周杰伦了。
而是一个陌生的周杰伦。

嗯...在下很懒得把其他的专辑拿来比了，头脑有点塞了。
只想说，S.H.E. 的那种温故知新的创意，我很喜欢，也很欣赏。
还有...《宇宙小姐》很不来哟！可爱+活跃

Sohai Family I have.

i have a family.
and they were all made or form by a group of sohais (singular : sohai).

i have a parents.
and they were both sohais.
my father loves my mother so much.
and what is his sohainess about that?
he likes to diuz gao me when my mother was not around.
i mean, she's not around doesn't have any fucking business with me right?
besides my father, i have a mother.
my mother loves the family very much.
but she hates to stay at home especially during weekends.
is this a high pure stupidity thinking? loves to spend time with family but hates to stay at home?
OMFG come on, everytime chinese new year we muz be together but how come every sunday she's not with us????? and she's very the fucking obsess ( i dunno whether this is the correct vocab or not LOL ) about traditional stuff or myth, like wear this not good at particular day or do that is not good for life and bla bla bla shits lar.
and of course, being a couple muz have something in common.
so here it is. what is the common sohainess of my parents?
they love to travel cheaply. but why i say that this is the sohainess of them?
BECAUSE THEY DUN EVEN FUCKING THINK AND LOOK AT THE TIME SCHEDULE BEFORE THEY TAKE DECISION AND PAID FOR THOUSAND DOLLAR FOR THAT FUCKING SOHAI TRIP LIKE 7 DAYS 7 NIGHTS TO TRAVEL AROUND QUARTER OF CHINA. OH MY FUCK GOD THAT IS THE MOST SOHAI DECISION I'VE EVER SEEN.
AND COME ON, EVERYTIME TELL ME NOT TO SPEND UNNECCESARY MONEY ON SOHAI STUFF BUT THEY WASTE ON SOHAI TRIP INSTEAD. COME ON OH MY MOTHERFUCKING GOD, WHY DUN YOU SPARE A THOUSAND TO UPGRADE MY FUCKING PC TO LET ME DO MY HOMEWORK BETTER AND FASTER?! OH MY FUCKING SHIT GOD ASS I'VE GOT NOTHING TO SAY ABOUT THEIR SOHAINESS.

after introducing my parents.
and i've got a brother and sister.
i was the youngest sohai in the family.
my brother has a pure high of sohainess stupidity as well.
everytime i ask him something. he likes to keep quiet and be cool.
alright this has nothing to do about the sohainess. but the sohainess was gain from the above stupid attitude. guess what?
HE THOUGHT EVERYBODY CAN GET WHAT HE MEAN WHEN HE DUN ANSWER THEIR FUCKING QUESTIONS. ISN'T THAT SOHAI ENOUGH?!
OH MY FUCKING GOD COME ON AGAIN AND AGAIN, EVEN IF I'M GOD I ALSO WANNA HEAR ANSWERS AND PRAYERS FROM PEOPLE LAR. IF NOT WHY YOU FUCKING HAVE A MOUTH ON YOUR FUCKING FACE?! DUDE YOU'RE FUCKING BRAINLESS LAR AH DUI.
other than having a post-sohainess attitude. he also have a very big sohainess about sharing love. sharing love is a very good thing, especially among the family members. but i found that it was quite sohai in him. why? BECAUSE HE CAN CONTRIBUTE TO ANYTHING AND ANYONE EXCEPT ME. OH MY MOTHERFUCKED GOD AGAIN, I'M HIS BROTHER LAR DAILOU. HIS ONLY BROTHER ON THIS MOTHERFUCKING EARTH LOL. HOW COME HE CAN CARE ABOUT OTHERS MORE THAN ME?! OMFG I ASK HIM TO FETCH ME HE ASK ME WALK BACK INSTEAD. SOHAI RIGHT?! YOU'RE MY BROTHER AND YOU SHOULD'VE CARE ABOUT MY FUCKING SITUATION LAR DIUZ. DAMN SOHAI ONE.
ok. so thats all about my brother. and here's about my sister.... sighs i tired. later i continue.



****updated at 12th November****

Alright about my sister. My sister is the 2nd of the 3 of us. and of course, she's my parents daughter. that means, she inherited their pure high sohainess stupidity as well. so what about her sohainess????

ok she has a very big big sohainess attitude which i found that that is very stupid and brainless.

she's working. and have a boyfrenz. and you know what?

...SHE FUCKING DARE TO COME BACK AND TAKE OUR HOUSE FOOD AND DAPAO ALL TO HER HOUSE WHAT THE FUCK?!

OH MY FUCKING GOD DAMN ASSHOLE MOTHERFUCKED, SHE'S EARNING AND SHE DIDN'T CONTRIBUTE THE FAMILY, BUT SHE COME BACK AND TAKE OUR THINGS INSTEAD OH MY MOTHERFUCKED SUCKING GOD?!

other than "stealing" our house stuff.. she also have another sohainess which i was having it long long time ago but already gone for now... SHE LIKE TO BUSYBODY ABOUT PEOPLE'S PRIVACY OH MY DAMN ASS GOD!!

COME ON LAR, SHE'S 20 AND SHE STILL LIKE A FUCKING IGNORANCE CHIAODISH KIDS GO TENGOK ORANG PUNYA PRIVATE BARANG WITHOUT PERMISSION FUCKED?!

AND SHE DARE SAY IT OUT LOUD IN THE LIVING ROOM MOTHERFUCKED!!! OH MY DAMN ASS TITS FUCKED GOD!!!!!!

I TOLD HER FUCKING N TIMES ALREADY DUN EVER MESS WITH MY STUFF SHE STILL WANNA MESS WITH IT OH MY GOD THAT IS THE MOST STUPIDNESS AND SOHAINESS I'VE EVER SEEN IN THE GOD DAMN HOLYSHIT EARTH!!!!

oh my god i feel very fucking the sad of having a sohai family lar...

not juz these sohainesses.. so many sohainess about her i also haven't state it out lar fuck..

oh damned god.. right now i've chill abit. thats why i can't write anything d =(

sienz.



so.. conclusion of the post is.. my family is a totally sohai family.

which consist of a sohai parents, a sohai brother, and a sohai sister.

there's 4 sohais in total.

oh my god life is tough lar to live with them.



****

oh ya, someone said that last time i've said i love my family.

yes i do love my family. but sometimes their sohainess is really... argh, troublesome and disturbing.

and... i believe that i didn't state anything about hating my family in my post right?

=) cheers~





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by the way... Heather Mason is a real cute gurl.

She was the best game Female Protagonist i've ever seen. =)

OMFG HEATHER MASON IS DAMN CUTE!!!!
the gurl in the below video is heather mason.
and please, thats not her real voice. thats the song singer's voice.
her voice is damn cute one ok.

I'M A FREAKING LOSER.

Superman.

I didn't sleep for 26 hours.
continuously.
from 31st October 4pm till 1st November 6pm.

NEVER SLEEP ONE BIT.

came back then die on bed =.= now still damn tired.

loneliness. =(

I really can't live without family.

i feel so lonely and depressed when they're not around.

the house was so quiet.

the atmosphere was dimmed.

sighs, still have to be alone for few more days.

feel like dying.

some more i've pressure from my assignments.

fucking depressed.

deadline is coming.

assignment still haven't finish.

either one will fail no matter how.

sighs. sad. sad. sad.

depressed.

LONELY + PRESSURE!!!!

WHO CAN HELP ME!!!!!!!

I miss FRIENDS.
i mean.. the show XD hahahaha.

This morning 4am. My parents has gone to the airport to catch a flight.
to Macau ( i think ) for vacation.

so.. to me its quite normal for them to travel.
but.. i feel really strange right now.
because.
there's no other else except me, was in the house.
my bro also went to his coursemate house to stay over night.
my cousin went to cambodia.
and his brother went to work, and most probably won't be coming back before 3am.

the environment was so quiet. dimmed. loneliness.
although it does not look gloomy. but thanks to my negatively mental.
i feel like going to die some how.
listening to Jay's song doesn't really help much to ease the feeling.
accumulate with my assignments pressure.
i feel like going to kill myself.

sighs. i always thought that home alone will be the best for me.
but i guess... i was wrong. maybe i still can't get used to it.
yeah. i'm a very dependent chiaodish boy.
i just can't live alone. sighs.
what a loser... =(

i was hoping that.. next time, wherever i go.
i hope my family will always be with me.
especially those i cared most.

i. just dun wanna. be alone. anymore.

Edward Scissorshand

damn these posters. =.=

Deal or No Deal?

JUST HAD THE MOST SOHAI DINNER AT A SOHAI RESTAURANT.
know why?

BECAUSE.
THAT IS A VERY STUPID SUSHI KING RESTAURANT.


people might wonder why.
today is the last day of promotion day.
and promotion always makes people happy.
but i'm certainly not one of the happy one.

why? kenapa?

kerana...

FIRST!!! thats the very first reason of going sushi king during promotional event.
GRABBING PURPLE PLATE!!! (for your info . purple plate in sushi king is the most expensive plate which is $6 rated)
BUT!
there is no purple plate there...
they've got other plates.. BUT
EACH COLOUR ONLY HAVE ONE TYPE OF FOOD SERVED.
I can even count out all the sushi there with just 10 of my fingers!!

SECOND. this blame can be put on the interior designers.
and even the boss of sushi king in The Mines.
THE DAMN DINING PLACE DESIGN WAS SUCKS!
IT WAS NOT CUSTOMER-FRIENDLY ENOUGH!!!
you know why?
because..
now they have 2 gaiten belt over there.
the first one, main gaiten belt still the same, connected together with the sushi counter.
and running over the counter time to time. guess thats a tradition for sushi restaurant.
BUT. now they have 2nd gaiten belt.
opposite of the main one. also running round and round over the time.
but not around the sushi corner...ONLY THE DINING TABLE!!!
YOU KNOW WHAT DOES IT MEAN?! IF YOU'RE STUPID THEN PLEASE CONTINUE!!!
which means, there's the same ol' sushi going round and round and round the dining area, the sushi there will remain the same serving IF there's no one touching it, or no fresh sushi served from the counter or kitchen.
i think they know the problem...BUT!!!
THEY DIDN'T TAKE A MOTHERFUCK ACTION ABOUT IT Y'KNOW?!
so i've been seeing the same sushis round and round and round over time.
that is a very stupid fucking lame reason why i sat in sushi king to eat.

can you imagine guys???
how's the situation gone worse and worse?
peoples all standing behing the customers that sat around the main gaiten belt there to snatch their food! some more the serving choice is not plenty! all those customers wait there for hours just for the purple plate you know!? tempura!!! eel!!! (fucking eel juz ran out at last day) and many more!!!

shit man, i go midvalley eat better. last time i go there eat purple plate sushi till vomit. gay eh?
at The Mines branch, you can only drink their green tea until vomit.

a very good and meaningful advertisement from Thailand.
good screenplay.
good camera-view.
nice storyline.
nice music.
nice script.
nice acting.
nice commercial =) .
Pantene Chrysalis Ads.

LOL .

juz now i had a very long trip with my friend.
from serdang to KL.
2 sohai lepak at 11pm to KL. =.=

with no cash.
with no trending treads on.
with no intention.
the whole trip. with nothing.

and some more we lose our direction. (thanks to me)
but thank god my friend know how to go Star Hill with my misleading. (LOL thank me again)
and thank god we made it back safe and sound XD.

lol next time yamcha dun go mamak d.
juz lepak and pay petrol =.=

feel like dying.

time juz running.

without stopping.

what am i doing.

i feel no meaning.

what am i waiting.

a time for sleeping.

but what i trying.

is far from my dreaming.

what i doing.

is all about ruining.

hope to stop the timing.

just to stop falling.

hope to reversing.

just to stop hanging.

hope to do something.

just to stop fooling.




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i said : women are stupid.
I said : you are stupid, too. perhaps more stupid.
i said : no. i'm at least better than the women.
I said : no. you're the least better than the women.
i said : women do something stupid.
I said : you do wasting time like a fool.
i said : ...!
I said : ...WAKE UP.

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E m p t i n e s s.
Miserably taken over a people's heart.
Painted monochrome over art.
Traumatically shock our mind apart.
I step out of this part.
Not to mention the time i start.
Emptiness is what makes us halt.
Secretly swallow by the evil dart.
Set to be play as a part.


sienz. sienz.

it was 5.15am now.
and i juz heard the morning paper delivery man throw the paper in. =.=


20 minutes ago.
i heard alil bit of scratching noise from the kitchen.
so i go and look. curiosity.
well.
i saw something cruel back there.
it was a mouse. stepped on a rubber trap.
and struggling from that trap.
the mouse was stick onto the trap.
his feets. hands. and his head.
he was trying real hard to get away from there.
struggling. give in. struggle again. waiting for the death.

see. i dun really hope that mouse die. in my house.
or anywhere else.
i hope he'll get off from that trap as soon as possible.
because the scene was far too cruel for me.
maybe because he didn't provoke me or something.
so i dun play cruel on it.
but still. i hate to see something that have flesh and blood.
to die in front of me.
fish chicken bulls whatever.
i juz hate it.
errr... bugs are exemption.

sad mouse.
why you picked my house?
sighs.

Mermaid Madness.

Part of your world Japanese version. from Kingdom Hearts II

Part of your world Japanese version. from The Little Mermaid (1999) note : the 1999 ver. is a redubbed version of 1989 ver. i heard they redubbed it because of the copyright stuff expired. but the redubbed ver. is better lar of course =)


Part of your world. from Kingdom Hearts II


Part of your world. from The Little Mermaid (1989)


some people say me chiaodish when i post. some say me pussy like a gurl gurl. but.

who cares? juz fuck it. i love this kind of stuff =)

TOTALLY INTO DISNEY'S CLASSICS.
I KNOW I'M CHIAODISH.
BUT I'M JUZ HAVING FUN AND ENJOYING IT.

YOU CHUI?

Responsibility in Responsibility.

you see.. i'm a person that very cautious about food.
and i dun like to eat messy food. stupid food. every non-food food is certainly not my flavour.
so today..
as usual my mother bought dinner for me.
before i continue.
buying dinner. was my mother's job.
because she's the one who told my dad. that she's in charge in dinner while my dad in charge in the lunch and breakfast(money).
so... it was her responsibility right.

and then here is the case.
i dunno what the fuck happen to her today.
and i juz woke up from my nap.
as usual i bath and pray to my ancestor show some respects.
and then i open my dinner "rice box". and i know whats inside.
but i didn't inside was so shocking.
inside is the chee cheong fun.
outside there's another packet of curry.
so.. as for a normal person right. what you think?
you thought that meal juz consist with the noodles + yong tau foo + curry only right.
but when i open it you know what i saw?
i saw another patch of sauce. the sweetened sauce.

that time i was like what the fuck?
and then i ask my mother why there's another sauce inside.
and she answered me with unfamiliar tone.
said she scare i dun eat curry. so the sauce was inside.
ok guys. another common sense.
whenever you wanna give people to make a choice.
do you actually decide it on yourself and ask the recipient later?
won't right.
apply on this case. if she scare i dun eat curry right.
she also dun have to make up the mind to pour the sauce inside for me right.
she can request for another packet of sweetened sauce what.
so it was like. what the fuck happening here?

and then i tell her like what i wrote here.
and then you know what the fuck her reaction is?
she juz scold me like a dog.
say i what ungrateful bla bla bla.
say i have a choice but didn't make a definite choice and blablabla.
aiyoh. please lar.
she take care of the dinner.
of course she have to be careful about it lar.
of course she have to pay full responsibility on that what.
right or not first.
and yet she scold me damn troublesome.
if she dun wanna be so troublesome then juz come home and cook lar.
why bother visiting uncle lim entertainment city every week?
if she save all the time from visiting uncle lim right.
she can do alot of job she wanted to right.
and she can save alot of money also.

AAAAAiiiiyoooohhhhhhhh~

having this kind of mother also quite troublesome lar.
fucking sohai one.
dun really deserve to be loved by their children.

sighs.. if can't bear the responsibility.. then juz dun bear it lar.
why take it while you can't? right.
you thought you're hero meh. this is not a movie show ok.
there's no miracle or what sohai fortune happening one lar.
wake up lar everyone.
this is a fucking cruel world.
a very cruel and straight world.
dun ever underestimate them.
even if you bear the responsibility..
you also have the responsibility to do the best effort in the responsibility what.
right or not first.
sighs.
sohai people.
how come there's people.
knowing their own incapability.
but still. they wanna challenge it.
knowing it was a high risk.
that would ruin themselves.
people juz dunno how to play safe.
i juz cannot deny.
this world was owned by tons of sohai people.

so.. are you reading this?

SOHAI?

i am a definite loser.

juz finish watching "Money No Enough 钱不够用" this afternoon.
its a very nice movie. a movie that may teach their audiences a lesson.
as the title said. in the movie. jack neo. henry thia. and mark lee.
are 3 good friends. living in a very money-eyed society.
Keong 周华强(jack neo) was a succesful employee. earns alot. but overspent.
Hui(henry thia) was alil bit lousy. he works as a coffee shop boy. and he's single ~.~
while Ong(mark lee) is a contractor. has wide coverage network in singapore.



but one day. Keong lost money in stocks.
and Ong lost his money because of some accident happen with the tiles from taiwan.
as for Hui.. he has nothing and he always borrow money from friends. =.=
and then Keong lost his house furnitures. tvs. cars and other. including his most precious. his wife and daughter.
Ong borrowed money from loan shark. and avoiding them by running on foot.
Hui was in the middle to support his 2 best friends quarrels when they talking about money issues.



and then they were inspired by their old friend. and trying to establish a business.
earning extra cash by urging the customer to join as their company member to enjoy discount rate for car wash. (sounds odd right)
while they throwing a party for the opening. Hui's mother faint on the spot.
and she was sent to the hospital. she had blood cancer.
so.. Hui tells Keong that he wants to quit the company and get back his money.
but Keong refused to. because the equipments are bought and he was frustrated at the mean time.
so Hui had to borrow from his 3 elder sisters.
but his 3 sisters refused to borrow also. even though they had the money to help.(seems like to me)
after that. Hui try to seek cure by using traditional way. asking the fore seeker.
but 3 months later. his mother died. because of no money to cure her cancer.


but then. the 3 of them. hang on together. and providing service with trust.
finally. they succeeded. they become more and more rich than before.
end.

Keong by Jack Neo

Ong by Mark Lee

Hui by Henry Thia

thoughts of the movie.

i love the part when Hui borrowing money from his sisters.

showing that everyone was so concern about money more than their loves one.

you see... love always should be the first to think about.. when it comes to the problem.

although there's a money issues with it.. but still.. if he/she's your most precious right..

you muz muz MUST care about her first. instead of your money.

cannot be money-eyed. although money very important.

this show.. its more like a lesson-teaching show instead of a comedy. thanks to the director who was inspired to make this film. well.. gonna watch the 10 years later version. "Money No Enough II 钱不够用 2"

i look like a 97 pound weakling =(

when will my time arrive?

where is my eraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

fucking unsatisfy with what i had.

sienz lar this life.

this post is juz for swearing about stuff i dun feel happy with.

FUCKER.
ALL JIBAI KIA LAI DE.
GOT HANG OUT ALSO NO CALL ME.
WHAT THE FUCK O YOU GUYS.
MY APPEARANCE SO ANNOYING MEH.
NIAMA KEEP TELLING ME AND PROMISING ME.
"I'LL CALL YOU FOR SURE. IF THERE'S A PLAN NEXT TIME."
NIA HAI I WAIT FOR CENTURIES ALSO NOT A SINGLE CALL OR MESSAGE.
WHAT THE FUCK?
I CONSIDER YOU AS MY FRIEND LER DAI LOU.
IT'S NOT THAT OFTEN I DESCRIBE PEOPLE AS MY F-R-I-E-N-D
YOU KNOW?!
MA PUKI.. YOU GUYS ALL FUCKING BRAINLESS ONE.
ESPECIALLY THOSE 'SOMEBODY'
NIAMA. YOU THOUGHT I VERY SYOK ACT NERD AT HOME.
CHEEBUY EVEN IF I'M BUSY ALSO COME ASK LAR.
SOMETIMES ALSO GOT SPECIAL OCCASION OR WHAT THE FUCK REASON IT IS ONE MA.
YOU ALSO NOT SURE WHETHER I FREE OR NOT WHAT.
SO WHATS THE BIG DEAL TO ASK ME LAR DIUZ.
ITS NOT LIKE I THICK FACE GO TELL YOU ALL INVITE ME OK.
SOMETIMES I ALSO WONDERING WHETHER YOU GUYS ARE MY FRIENDS OR NOT.
CHI BAI KIA. EVEN IF I'M STUPID I'M UGLY OR WHAT-SO-EVER AM I.
YOU ALL ALSO NO NEED LIKE THIS IGNORE ME ONE RIGHT.
MAHAI LIKE I'M FUCKING POOR AND PATHETIC NOW.
SAY LIKE I DESPERATELY WAN YOU ALL INVITE ME.
CHAO FA HAI ALL FUCKING BRAINLESS ONE.
ESPECIALLY YOU.
THOUGHT YOU SO GOOD AND RESPECTFUL.
NIA HAI AFTER ALL YOU ALSO STICK TO THE GURL WHAT.
AFTER ALL THAT SHITS YOU PROMISED YOU STILL STICK TO PUSSIES.
SEI POKKAI. YOU THOUGHT I VERY COMFORTABLE.
JUZ SIT BACK AND GO THROUGH YOU GUYS DE PHOTOS IN FRIENDSTER.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FUCKING EMO WHEN I SEE THE PICTURES.
NIAMA.. DUN GIVE ME SOHAI REASON AND EXCUSES WHY DIDN'T CALL ME LAR.
EVEN IF THERE'S ONE VERY REASONABLE ONE I ALSO CANNOT FUCKING ACCEPT IT D.
FUCKING FED UP WITH YOU D.
PUKIMAK YOU. THOUGHT YOU EVERYDAY EAT KOREAN JAPANESE INDIAN CHINESE BANGLADESH FOOD VERY HIGH CLASS.
THOUGHT YOU EVERYDAY ACCOMPANY GURLZ VERY FUCKING PROUD.
AS IF YOU WILL FUCK A PUSSY EVEN IF YOU'RE STUDYING IN SUNWAY.
CHAO HAI.. YOU SUCK YOUR ASSHOLE BETTER. SUCK YOUR OWN DICK JUZ WAY TO EASY ON YOU.
FUCKING PEI LOR YOU ALL. SOME MORE THE RECENT ONE SO NEAR.
CHI BAI NO CALL ME. I WALK ALSO CAN REACH OK.
ALL FUCKING SOHAI BRAINLESS CHINA TRESPASSER.
AND YOU A. YOU THOUGHT YOU VERY FUCKING PRETTY AND SEXY.
AS IF YOU WERE SO POPULAR TIL PEOPLE DIE FOR YOU.
SOME MORE ACT CUTE AND TOH TOH LAN YEH WHEN TAKING PICTURES.
CHEE BUY IF YOU'RE NOT MY CLASSMATE YOU THOUGHT I FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU.
YOU THOUGHT YOU FUCKING GOOD AND PERFECT.
AFTER ALL YOU'RE JUZ A PUSSY WAITING TO BE FUCK OK.
NIAMA. PEOPLE HAVE WHAT THEN YOU CRITIC ABOUT WHAT.
ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME I SWEAR ON YOU D OK.
STILL LIKE THAT SOHAI SOHAI.
WHAT SO BIG DEAL WITH SO MANY As IN RESULT.
HUMANITY ALSO HILANG D. ADA KERTAS BUAT PA.
JIBAI TAKE YOUR CERT AND WIPE YOUR SHITS AND CLEAN YOUR MOUTH WITH IT LAR. CHAO HAI.
FUCKING PEI ONE LOR YOU GUYS.
ITS NOT LIKE I DUNNO YOUR GANG LAR.
ITS NOT LIKE I'M A TOTAL STRANGER TO YOU ALL OK.
FUCKING SAD ONE YOU KNOW. WHEN KNOWING YOU GUYS HANGING WITHOUT CALLING ME.
ALWAYS CARE ABOUT YOU GUYS LIKE I'M A FUCKING ANNOYING FUCKER LIKE THAT.
ITS NOT LIKE I WAN A REBATE LAR. ITS ABOUT THE RELATIONSHIP OK.
ITS ABOUT FRIENDSHIP OK. CHANCE ALSO BELUM BERI THEN YOU ASK ME TO FUCK OFF. WHAT THE FUCK YOU WAN
HAI YOHHH SOMETIMES SEE YOU GUYS SO LAN 7 SOHAI I ALSO DUN WAN TALK SO MUCH D.
BUT THIS TIME ITS LIKE VERY OVER D.
TERLALU KETERLALUAN TAO.
WHOLE GANG FUCKING SOHAI ONE.
SEE YOU GUYS I FUCKING SIENZ YOU KNOW.
FRIENDS UP AND DOWN. DAMN FUCKED UP ALREADY.
FUCKING DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU GUYS ALREADY.
FUCKING FED UP ABOUT YOU GUYS.
LAST WORD FOR YOU ALL.

GO AHEAD AND FUCK YOURSELF!!!



sorry if anyone who read this feel uncomfortable.
after all.. its my blog.. and not many will be reading it..
so.. fuck off if you dun wanna read.

神木与瞳

i love this band.

err. i think i should call it a group. =.=

present to you. Y2J 神木与瞳.

members are. YuMing and 黄美珍 from 星光二班.

YuMing is the winner of the 2nd season. 黄美珍 is errr.. his so-called-scandal gurlfrenz???

nah i dun really know whether they're lovers or not.

the reason i love them is because. their rock music is very nice.

their voice are so powerful. falling in love with it.

super nice.

this song is my favourite.

武裝的薔薇. enjoy.

E M A I L.

juz finish checking 6 of 1302 emails in my inbox.
well what i notice is that.

chain letters are still popular among the internet.
...what for creating chain letters? does it make you feel good after you did what they told you to?
or you really receive money from them? or you really having a crashing accident if you dun do what they told you?

come on. gimme a break.
dun send me chain letters.

and some more.
those kesian kesian type email also getting more and more ridiculous.
how come all this time people suffering from something something but still there's no voluntary kind organization go and help them?
it doesn't make sense when they said forward once they get 21cents.
what for showing us your pity and pathetic ruined face or babies?
juz get rid of them if they feel suffering.
shit.
all these peoples are pussies.

GAYA RAMBUT AKU SUDAH TUKAR.

Drama s.

Heart of Greed.


juz finish watching the 2nd saga of this drama.
Moonlight Resonance.
what would i say? it was fucking nice.
the director was a genius. he/she lead the audience throughout the whole season.
that was fucking gao. very gao.
and thanks to the superb actors and actresses acting skill.
that was very nice and almost perfect for dramas like this.
but. i agreed with one of my frenz.
he said. the show was way too long. too much episodes.
too many craps.
its like some part of it right. it doesn't make me feel good and i feel like fast-forward that part.
like.. 管家仔 and 于素秋 story. i dun really like it so much.
but i understand. if the whole season talking about family conflict and money.
the show won't go well in the wide public.
what can i say.
this show is fucking nice.
and... i wanna thanks to the director.
to find so many pretty lady to join the casting team.
=) the gurlz in the drama are damn pretty. and i like them alot.
if compare this saga and the previous saga right.
i think the previous one will be better i guess.
because its like.. all those important people died in that show.
like 鲍爸 (aka Jo饱 i dunno whether it spell like this or not.. the subs say so =.= )
he passed away at late episodes. because of heart attack and too much pressure from family conflict. which created by the 2nd wife (aka 阿Sa ) .
and before that. 鲍爸 first wife. (aka 荷妈 ) passed away too. i think is because of some cancer.
well you see... a drama can be so successful right.
other than communicating and leading the audience.
a sudden shock also quite essential. i think lar.
so i think. Moonlight Resonance has ignored this factor.
maybe is because most of the audiences prefer nobody die. thats why.

argh i'm addicted to it again.
so.. so far i watched a few dramas only.
not as much as other people i guess.
i'm gonna list some of this into the best drama i've ever seen.
so here are the list i made. (there is no 1 2 3 4 5, every of it is the best)
At the Thresold of Era 创世纪.
金枝玉叶 the "yip" is not this yip. i dunno in chinese how to pronounce.. so sorry =.=
Heart of Greed 溏心风暴.
Heart of Greed : Moonlight Resonance. 溏心风暴之家好月圆.

so far.. i only 'approve' these few are the best lar.
and because of 金枝玉叶. the drama start to evolve in 2005.
they start to play at inner conflict. threatening people while treating them.
that is a very good start for new dramas lar.
but after that. alot of directors and script writers also copy the style.
you know.. its not like i dun like. but it was kinda bored if things keep moving on in the same direction. right?
and then. here comes the Heart of Greed. the family conflict.
because of the heart of greed. because of wanted to be the one.
because wanted to hold the cash.
the family conflict story has been accepted by the public alot.
and the changing of acting skills. its more like.. they're having the problem in their real life.
and they try to link them to the acting skills.
so thats why.. the audience was lead by the actors and actresses.
and the music was great. i think that was their official soundtrack. cause i never heard of it from other dramas. applause for the music composer too.
and then like before. the others are trying to copy style also.
as if their drama will be better and famous also.
but things aren't go well. because people only remember the original.
so here are they. the 2nd saga. Moonlight Resonance.
it still on-air now. haven't officially finish releasing the whole season.
but still.. the family conflict has evolve into another level.
and we can see the same cast team acting skill is improving.
very good. especially for the young ones. very good. *applause

i have a few words for HongKong dramas' directors.
please please please be more creative.
its not like you scream or doing what-so-ever big action makes your story look interesting and real.
its the audience flavour. you gotta ask yourself.
"Is that your flavour?"
sighs i said this because i also watching other dramas. (because my mama watching.. not because i wanted to ok =.=)
i can see.. everyone is trying their best to act like they're involved in the time. the era the century the plot and the situation. but.. still have to improve lar..
gambateh lar =.= other directors.

this group is very gao.
enjoy the song.
i've got alot to say but. now busy eating dinner. XD








so... how you guyz think about this song? nice right =)
but too bad. the gurl inside lip synching obviously.
too obvious i should say.
i like the gurl because.. i like to see when she perform a high vocal tone.
i like this style.. shouting like that. something like evanescence.

ok blah lar, i wan concentrate dinner.

About Me. part ii

I'm hairy.
stop calling my harry. my name is Hero†.

I'm short-sightened.
it still doesn't affect one of my hobby. you knew it and i love it.

I'm dirty.
but i have a very *ergh herm! clean heart and mental.

I'm sadistic.
thats what my frenz told about me. and i agree too. lol.

I'm SINGLE.
yes! i hope some good leng lui will see this. but i'm unavailable. although i wanted to be available so badly.

I have a sweet tooth.
yea i love sweets~ and ice creams~ chocolates~ everything sweet you are super welcome to my mouth!! muahahahahahahahaha~~~~

I have a strong principle about eating.
first polite. second food reservation. third food cooking method. fourth ingredients portion. and bla bla bla. oops. muz have my favourite ingredient as well XD.

I'm not gentlemen. but I respect good boy and good gurl.
juz read some issues about boys and gurlz. from JunJun-Riko . like i said. i dun act gentlemen in front of boyz and gurlz or whatever. i dun have that strong ego to make myself look gentlemen. but i respect them. =) am i making any sense here?

I love gaming.
currently playing Digimon World 2. originally from playstation 1. where dream started.

oh and..

I'm Chiaodish.
i dun act matured. because i know i'm not. i dun cover myself sometimes. because i know i still young and i can play alot. i dun think matured. i dun talk matured. i dun play matured. argh conclusion is. i'm a lil bit against with "mature". but i like to hang out with matured people XD.

------- more is coming. maybe..? ---------

I have got one question to ask people who know my face.

Can you imagine. If I'm having a bald head now?

About Me.

My name is Hero†.
but apparently i dun look like hero, i'm more like a creep instead.

I'm 18 years old currently.
yea. almost legal for everything. but still haven't tried anything within the range.

I have the height of about 167cm.
yup. typical shorty height. "sorry, we dun like shorties~"

I have the weight of 50kg(i think).
damn skinny for a standard of 167cm tall.

I have almost all the bad in me(?)
yea thats quite true because.
i horny. i greedy. i lousy. i lazy. i skinny(does this count? =.=). i noisy. and bla bla bla~

I'm poor.
ya i very poor. can someone please throw some cash on me? i dun mind~?

I'm obsessed in Arts and 3Ds.
yea. advance female body anatomy. 3D female body anatomy-based modelling. of course. without clothes. =)

I love to imagine.
Imagination is very good and essential to every artist. well i've imagine gurlz all the time.

I love to hang out with frenz.
and end up spending money badly.

more is coming. because.

I'm retarded.
can't think about other stuff of myself.

and.

I'm Lame shit.
because of writing a lame post that people won't even wanna look one bit at it.



bye.bye.

juz came back from movies.

DEATH RACE.

errrm to be honest.
i dun really find interesting about the show lar.
it's juz fast and furious + weapons and killings. that's it.
the storyline still ok. typical trap setting. bad guy force good guy work for them for some bla bla benefit. then good guy find their way to revenge and escape from bad guy.
but i like the setting. the place and time.
it's more like 2008 instead of 2012 (the time setting of the show) lol.
and the place setting is US. as usual.
but the racing business was a hybrid of the 'gladiator' deathmatch.
it says that US economy was terribly collapsed.
and crime rate increased like babi after that.
and then the prison was full of those criminals.
already break the limit point. so inside the prison.
prisoners love to fight to death with each other.
like the ancient gladiators. but at the same time.
audience get bored after a time. so they came up with this racing business.
instead of juz killing. now the fight consist of racing as well.
so there it is.
DEATH RACE was born. as an entertainment. as an investment. as a cash earning machine.

well. my friend commented on this movie.
says that. the casts is not good enough.
but to me. because this is an action movie.
some more. it's about racing.
so i guess the movie. for sure lar. will let the action to handle the feelings.
instead of actors face expressions and audience communicating.
but the gurlz are quite sexy XD .
well thats a-MUST in every racing movies.
hahahah cool driver + sexy partner.

movie rating by Hero†
DEATH RACE = errr.. i would give 3.5stars.
credits to the ideas of vehicles. the time setting.
the intro about the racing business. and of course...

THE SEXY LADIES ~~!!! (i'm not hamsup... =D )

I love Playstation.
I live Playstation.

Thank You SONY.

juz found a very nice song.
very romantic. and emo.
present you. Fall For You By Secondhand Serenade.




***updated later***
juz watched forgetting sarah marshall.
too bad i've been single for 18 years.
so i guess i won't be so very influenced by the movie.
the movie is talking about how a guy forgetting his very beloved ex.
the whole movie is like very sad. very emo.
but it was taken out as a comedy. as a joke.
and ended with little sweety romance.

highly recommend for people who juz broke up.
or someone who broke up. but still can't get their heads off over their ex.

feel like crying after the show actually.
but. as i said. i was single for 18 years.
so i can't really catch the feel in the deep of my heart and cry it out loud.
the show is really good.
really . really . good .
brought to you. Inside of Me by Infant Sorrow.

argh what the fuck am i doing.
i'm becoming a loser like what i did when i was in secondary school.
diuz lorh.
what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck.

woot.
she re-open her blog.
what can i say?

i juz feel so happy.

=) smiley face thank you.

Fififei. << Check this out =).
(thanks JunJun-Riko for teaching me how to the linking =) . )

by the way, can someone teach me how to write "Hero†" instead of writing the address of hero-25blogspot.com??

hei. i changed new spec.
itz juz like changing a frame.
cause the power really didn't increase that much.
juz 50 only. LOL YOU HEARD ME? LIMA PULUH SAJE!!
i wear the old spec for 2 years and faced the monitor screen for 2 years for gaming purpose.
but incredibly and unbelievable-ly. my short-sightened juz gone worse little bit.
very little bit. one eye 25 one eye 50.

ok.
i think this malaysia really is a damn retarded country.
flooded with retarded peoples. (exclude me and those i care. XD damn i'm evil.)
you know.
friday i go school.
and then i go home right.
then you know what i face???
GOD THATS A FUCKING NOOB BUT TERRIBLE NIGHTMARE.
BABIS FLOODING THE KTM STATION ALONG THEIR BAGS AND LUGGAGES.
HOW COME THEY CAN'T EVEN SPEND ALITTLE BIT OF MONEY DRIVE LER.
SEI SOHAI BABI.
FUCKING NOOB ONE.
ALWAYS FLOODING THE STATION WITH LAME REASON.
NIA HAI. PUKIMAK.
BUAT SAYA NIE FED UP SEMASA AMBIK KTM YANG BODOH DAN KOTOR ITU.
oops... i shouldn't speak malay.. but who cares? i'm a malaysian too right. MALAYSIA BOLEH LAR!
that day really spend alot of time in catching up the train to go home.
and thanks to the rubbish-ness services provided by ktm.
i miscalculated. not my fault.
it was theirs. they change the schedule suddenly.
by right i can get on the empty train right after i get off.
but then i waited another 20 minutes in that fucking hot station.
sighs. how come malaysia can be so boleh in so many fucking noob issues such as making the world longest?? i mean, come on.
all they do is.
the world longest banner. 888ft. (i also forget what is the actual size d )
the world longest flag. bla bla bla ft.
the world longest building. bla bla dunno 1000ft or what (i dun feel shame to be malaysian though =P)
see? whats the deal of becoming the world longest in so many useless stuff?
does that make you the world longest dick?
come on babi. even if you have the world longest dick.
also useless what. there's no single pussy that can let you fully pierced into it right.
unless you sex with a dinosaur lar.
ok back to track.
so that day i spend about 2 and a half hour to get back.
and then another 30 minutes walk from station to my house.
bluerk feel like vomiting blood after that.
and then...


FUCKING NOOB.
TODAY ALSO LIKE THAT.
NIA MA HAI. BY THE TIME I GO HOME.
IT WAS 12PM ONLY.
THEN THE KL SENTRAL ALREADY FLOODED WITH BABIS.
but today abit different. the flood mix with other peoples too.
but never mind... today mood not so bad.
cause i saw a family of sexy mama and her sexy daughter.
oops.. the gurlz have a brother too.
DIUZ. wish i was the little kid that surrounded by them.
woohoo so seldom can see one whole family is beauty right.
i mean the mother. wear so sexy. look also not bad.
the daughters. err there's 2. but the elder one look alot better XD.
and fuck it. ignore the little brother. he juz like primary school student like that.
damn you kid. 身在福中不知福.

phew.
holiday at monday =)

today no class.
i so happy.
but i so sad.
because i haven't start even a half pieces of assignment.
diuz lorh.
this time really diuz lorh.

yesterday is animation course Evaluation day.
batch 081. 073. 071. 063. attendance are compulsory.
but i run with frenz after 3.
what a bad boy.

today dinner.
to tell you guyz the truth.
i really like my mother to stay at home and cook dinner.
and lunch too. although cooking lunch seems so impossible for her.
today. tonight. as usual she cooked too.
but it was sucks.
very sucks.
i think it can compare with dog's food.
in fact. i'm eating that dog food right now.
you know. my principal of eating.
1st. the food muz be fresh. which is quite impossible in several ways.
2nd. the food muz be right at its original temperature state.
eg. ice cream should be cold. cake should be cold. fried noodle should be hot etc.
3rd. moral of eating. never ever EVER chew chump or even slurrrppp .
4th. never ever EVER add extras in the food UNLESS it match with the dish!!!
BECAUSE IT RUINS THE TASTE OF THE FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD

so actually. my parents always offended 2 of the principals i state above.
my dad. chew chump slurrrp as hard as he can as if he was really enjoying the food.
my mother. add everything as hard as she can as if her so-called-recipe was so damn delicious.
FUCK . PUKIMAK. DIUZ. KONGET. DIAOZ. ITE-MA U ZO WARE.
today my mother cooked pasta. i should be fucking happy with that.
because i love eating pasta all these foreign flour-based food.
and today the soup should be damn delightful because i know the cupboard still got few cans of CAMPBELL mushroom soup.
yes. my mother cooked the pasta. and she cooked the mushroom soup.
BUT THATS NOT JUZ IT!!!
you know what the fuck she did to that soup?
ok 1st. she add alittle bit too much of hot water. like those fucking noob restaurant did to save those origin sauce or soup or what so ever.
ok never mind. i dun really mind much of that. because thats typical of poor family did.
and then 2nd. she add mushroom. ok this is alittle bit weird d. because chinese mushroom doesn't really match with the foreign-flavour mushroom soup. fine. i tell myself.
at least the soup still got things to bite. right.
and then 3rd!!!
like i said juz now. the soup was added alot of hot water right?
so it became very watery. and it start to sounds and looks like chinese soup d.
the hell.. and then you know what my mother did?
DO YOU HAVE ANY FUCKING IDEA WHAT SHE DID?!
SHE ADD CABBAGE AS IF SHE WAS COOKING A CHINESE CHICKEN SOUP YOU KNOW.
ok.. that was quite normal in this house but i still hate it.
and then...SHE REALLY THOUGHT SHE WAS COOKING A CHINESE SOUP.
YOU KNOW WHAT THE FUCK SHE DID?
DO YOU KNOW?!!!!!!!
SHE GO ADD ANOTHER INGREDIENT TO THE SOUP AGAIN.
SHE ADD EGGS.

E G G S ! ! ! ! ! can you juz imagine? adding eggs into that soup?!!!!!
and i can tell. its juz 2 eggs. ONLY.
can you imagine what the soup become?
..
..
..
the soup become a chinese mushroom soup.
cabbage + mushroom + eggs(very very little only)
THE CAMPBELL FLAVOUR GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE!!!!!!!!!!!
ARRRGGGHHHHH WHATS THE POINT OF EATING THE PASTA ANYWAY!!!!
GIMME BACK MY CAMPBELL MUSHROOM SOUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!

HHHUUUUUUHHHHHHH?!!!!


*huff puff *huff *huff
stupid dinner.

"you so geng. you cook lar!"

i miss my PlayStation™.
where every dream starts.

刚刚和一位同学谈了一下。
才发现。原来我不会安慰人家。

我只能说。
我不擅长安慰人家。
也许。我不是女的。
也许。我没经历过。
也许。我胡言乱语。
但是。我清楚知道。
这个世界很凶。
如果有一天安慰能够平息这股凶。
也许。我会安慰人。

KERORO GUNSO!!

3D modelling.

Character : Keroro Geroro Kururu Tamama Dororo

Referred to : Keroro Gunso (Sgt. Frog)
Background theme : Battleship Front Deck.

Story : Preparing in Battleship.

Sgt. Keroro. The Leader.

(from left to right) Kururu. The IT Technician. Geroro. The Weapon Master

(from left to right) Dororo. The Leader of Assasination Group. Tamama. 2nd Class Soldier.

*

*

*

Total Time Spent : 3 Weeks.

Software involved : Autodesk Maya 2008.

Guidance by : Max + John

Special thanks to : Max + John and other shits friends who are better than me.

Time remaining . . .
72000 second.

不简单。 It's not Easy.

做了懒人18年。
突然要快马加鞭，要努力，实在不简单。

最近都在跟自己的心理打仗。
一直安慰自己，千万不能着急，你可以。
但是到后来，还是输给了恐惧，从脸上反映了一个叫做慌张的感觉。
无论如何告诉自己不要害怕。
最终。还是被压力打败了。四面楚歌。
伸长手只能触摸利刃，不但解救不了自己，反而还割伤自己。
身边能依靠的只有自己的脊椎。除了他，别无他人。

后悔当初的任性。
后悔当初的无知。

靠自己，比起任何事来得要辛苦，更艰难。
武器，装甲，技术，只能完全依靠自己的手。

一直以来都在做别人的寄生虫。
突然离开的宿主。浑身不自在。毫无准备。
一个人倒在地上。只有两个选择。

一，从零学习，加快脚步。
二，永远趴在那里，等死。

只有两个选择。
实在不简单。

.0th

few days ago i was talking about ultraman with my frenz.

in mamak. loudly. very loud. even the malay gang from opposite table also give us a very strange look.

PROJECT ULTRAMAN.

a failure of ultraman series so far.

planned half way then kena dapao.

all cast and director take turn pack their things home and sit down eat kuih kapit.

ekin cheng joined the gang too.

sad.

anyone wanna try a DIY Ultraman cosplay at home?

.1st
i have few assignments to rush.
regarding to the word "few" i bet everyone thought it will be done in 2 or 3 days.
sorry. you get it all wrong dude.
it takes a one whole month to get it done.
and i left 1 week. means this week i'm totally finished.
GG = GONE GAME.

.2nd
having a bad timing of headache.
trying to concentrate here but useless.
juz keep thinking of sleeping sleeping and dreaming of gurlz.
no time for assignments but still got time for dreamin' .

.3rd
juz visit a leng lui blog.
and i actually got alil bit disagree about what she post. =.=
but i respect her lar. cause thats her blog what.
she can do whatever she can XD .
but generally.
i also feel that... gurl should stay like a gurl.
erm i dun mean that they should shut up or what.
its juz. even if they wanna express themselves..
dun get influenced by men style lor.
its like... dun even use profanity in daily conversation.
err in real life lar.
even if they wanted to. find a closed public and shoot whatever they want lor.
and ya. personality. a very big problem for gurlz nowadays.
alot of gurlz nowadays juz being a little bit too confused.
they have boobs they have pussy they got no balls.
and yet they wear like as if they have balls.
short hair waxed hair like a boy.
t's short pants lala pants lala trousers boy shoes like boy.
talk like boy walk like boy think as if they're a boy too.
aiyoh when i see this kind of things it juz straight offended my mind man. =.=
you born a gurl then live like a gurl lar =.=
i know shorts are nice and comfortable in some ways..
but still there's shorts for female right?
what for you go buy camel active shorts and put on your pussy? =.=
do i make any sense? right?
so please...this is quite a sensitive topic but still.
i really really really hope that.

gurlz. please remain like a gurlz.

cause... god given you a pussy and boobs with a gurl heart then juz appreciate lar.
what for waste your time change yourself to boy while you still can't deny the fact of being dick-less??
and why i say i hope you remain like a gurl because...

i really appreciate the existance of gurlz =)
(shit hero†. you're juz being desperate about gurlz. thats why you appreciate their existance =.=)


.4th
finally...

BLUERK~!!

suddenly feel like wanna vomit blood...
need aspirine so badly.
wanna drug myself.